u/fuckmeimdan

Hello all! Especially new posters, just wanted to let you all know, please do not be alarmed if your posts of comments are ever held/deleted/filtered for spam, I’ve had to put really strong auto mod controls on again, it’s just 2 of us holding this sub together, and we don’t have time to let anything get posted, as this sub was marked for deletion by Reddit when we picked it up and made it back in to a community space, for Eastbourne and modded by locals of the town.

Unfortunately due to recent events, certain redditors taking internet comments extremely personally, threatening physical in person harm to myself, and stalking the real people behind the mod wall, I’ve with a heavy heart, had to lock loads down again, so apologies if stuff is waiting in queues. We will get to them as quick as we can, but I have to keep checking it’s not the person in question trying to get around the ban, they do not want to let it go for whatever reason.

Happy postings all and hoping we will be back to normal asap!

Mod team

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Hello everyone,

My hours of getting in a bit of a loop online trying to find answers for myself has ended up back here, so apologies if this is the wrong place or format to share this.

I had an intial CBT session yesterday to work on that door i've never dare touch, i've gone down every path to avoid it, diagnosed ADHD-C, ASD, got clean, got sober, etc etc. Each step i've hoped I'd find peace, and I'm thinking this last thing is the mountian for me.

At 7 my younger brother started having seizures, did many test etc and no one could figure out why, they all happend with me, as we were kids and out playing etc when it would happen. The final one was the fatal one, I'd left him outside as I cut my arm and went inside to find a band-aid. I remember it all from there, the words, him not responding, shouting for my dad, panic setting in again not knowing what to do. Can play it all out right to the end of that day at the hospital like its on a DVD.

Anyways, This was another time, I didn't have any sort of talks, or counselling, or whatever. I was moved to a new school, I think I remember something said about finding new friends? That went horriblely too and involved relentless bullying, first by the kids and eventually the teachers as they were exhasperated by me not taking part or just not being "present" in class.

I'm desperatley trying to get rid of the anger I have at the adults around me, guilt, shame, blame. I was wondering If anyone has any advice on the process? Its a part of me I've dared not deal with till now, I have a very limited supply to the trauma CBT sessions as I got it through a charity, can't really afford it after the free sessions end, and i'm trying to be efficent about coping with it all. I felt my first session was a ramblling mess and If I keep it up like that i'm going nowhere!!

Anyways, apologies if I have not done this right, mods I can edit or remove if so.

Thank you