u/gupsahoy

I’ve recently recovered pretty well from anorexia and i’ve put on quite a lot of weight but it honestly makes me feel like shit. I feel bloated all the time and i just hate how i look even more than i did when i was anorexic. Does it always feel this way?

I recently discovered i can’t see my collar bones as prominently as i used to and i have a sort of pouch where my uterus is and it makes me wanna go back to not eating again

I’m mostly venting here to see if anyone relates and if it gets better or if i should just go back to it.

i want to stretch my lobes so i’m gonna ask for a dead stretching kit for christmas but i have no idea which brands are good. should i go for glass plugs? also is dead stretching better than tapers or what?

thank you!!!

Recently i’ve been unable to swallow most foods without water to wash it down like a pill. It’s really inconvenient and gives me hiccups and bloating. I want to find a way around this but i get to scared to swallow the food on it’s on in case i choke so it leads to my throat closing up and i feel like i’m in fight or flight. Any tips?

I had brown hair with a blonde peekaboo and decided to dye it black and it’s HORRIBLE. I have peach undertones and it just looks god awful, is there anyway to reverse this or am i stuck with black box dye for months 💔💔💔💔