u/harryhisoka

Whenever i find myself in a space where there are loads of people and they are all interacting with eachother and have conversation with ease, i just stand there puzzled thinking why can't i do this? I may start a convo but find my self lost in middle of it. Anxiety takes over my body, wondering how everyone is quick and better in not only having conversations but also other aspects of life. I just feel like an empty bucket in middle of the room.

21m. Watching my friends from school and college just living a normal life and achieving things like it's not even difficult in the first place. Here i am scared of life and for my future, struggling to interact and fit in the society. Anytime i make some progress, i seem to mess everything up and go back to square one. I use to be normal too, i don't even know when this misery started in the first place.