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It just ended 5 mins ago and I hate it. (Spoilers ahead)

To start I think the finale was actually good in a sense and Joe got what he deserved, he does deserve to rot in jail forever he's a horrible horrible man but the problem is and this is my personal opinion which is fucked up I know that but, I don't care, I don't care what he did to all those people and how he killed them I just wanted him to be happy. I couldn't care for Bronte and for her to come out as the "hero" who took down Joe Goldberg just pisses me off she comes out of nowhere, somehow has a connection to Beck and then in the finale she is made to be the hero and I don't care for that. I think I would've liked it better if Kate was the one who took down Joe it would've been a bit more satisfying. Maybe he could've been the one to turn himself in after realising what kind of man he is. Anything would be better than seeing Bronte be the "hero".

I love Joe Goldberg, i know he's a horrible human being I know it from the start I just don't care, I have been rooting for him since the beginning. He's not just a killer, he also loves with his whole heart or more so he likes the idea of loving with his whole heart. He has moments of kindness and good acts which DO NOT EXCUSE HIS ACTIONS I KNOW but they make me believe he cannot just be reduced to a killer he's a complicated person and that draws me to him, I can't hate him knowing his childhood and his good deeds and ofc the his good looks don't help. I can acknowledge he's deserves to be in jail for his crimes and yes no one should admire but I can still want him not to get that ending and I admire his good parts and complicated parts anyways. Again I am not excusing his actions I'm just saying I don't care about his actions because he's fictional. Part of the reason why I care for Joe so much is because I see myself in him, although I am not a homicidal maniac but I do think like Joe in terms of love, hopeless romantic, I have similar traits as Joe and the same judgemental way of thinking about everything and everyone and I am not a murderer but as someone with OCD which floods my mind with intrusive thoughts I do not want I have a tendency to think about murder or more so think about what if I turned out to be a murderer a horrible person like Joe which really kind of drives me crazy sometimes. I'm the end I just wanted him to die like he wanted to, I wanted him to kill himself instead of being arrested it would've been more satisfying to me. I feel sympathy towards Joe and I can't help it, it's just how I feel.

On the finale again, it is not what I wanted but that can't change although I can't be the only one who missed Love right? I wanted her to be alive and come back one last time I don't know how that could've been possible but I certainly did miss her.

I think on my re-watch I'll just end it at s4 and pretend s5 doesn't exist and Joe gets his happily ever after with Kate.

One last time, this is not a justification of Joe's action he's a horrible person and he should be hated I'm not saying otherwise, this is just my personal opinion and how I feel which is not something I can control if a person like Joe existed in real life(and they do) I would certainly hate them.

What should I expect from this season? Did you like it or hate it? I will be judging your opinions as I watch.

Holy this season was awful.

I think the flashback parts were genuinely enjoyable and fun. Sarah Paulson was great as Mamie Eisenhower and president Eisenhower was a fun character, pretty much all the flashback scenes were good enough. Ithink Cody Fern did a good job with the script given to him.

The present scenes though were one the biggest piece of trash ever in television. I had a hard time just sitting through them. I cringed so hard watching that alien baby birth scene with the two guys. It just sucked overall because of the main present storyline.

The title sequence was kind of good, not the golden age AHS Title Sequence but the imagery genuinely made me feel weird.

I just finished Ahs red tide and it's ending was disappointing but I think it was a good half season, of course not quite as good as the golden seasons. I have heard Death Valley is the worst AHS story so is it worth watching? Or should I skip to NYC

I am trying to finish the later not so good seasons before 13 comes.

This is the first time I'm making a post here so I'm sorry for whatever mistake I make.

I couldn't sleep at 3 in the morning so I decided to put in random urls in the browser for no reason It was boring up until now. I didn't expect a video like this to be downloaded on my phone.

I entered to http://iamevil.com and immediately a file named bhp.mov started downloading to my phone. I was then redirected I think, to this site called http://bhpmining.com and it is crazy. One of those early internet flashing lights site with lots of links. I clicked on one link and it led to a page with 2 videos I did not look at them. I would've actually clicked on more links but I got curious about the video that downloaded.

I first checked if it was safe and actually a video file it didn't raise any flags so I opened it and oh my god it is disturbing weird and just disgusting to say the least. The video itself has just an image of some nsfw stuff with audio in the background which is 1 hour long I got creeped out looking at it and closed it after a few minutes bcz I felt like throwing up watching it. I don't know how to describe it so see for yourself but warning it is nsfw very nsfw there's screaming too.

Bhp.mov Dropbox

I found out that the domain iamevil.com is 27 years old but bhpmining.com is just 4 years old. I did not spend my time on the bhpmining website after seeing that horrible video and the weird stuff on the website. I just can't stop wondering what in the actual fuck was this and who made this and why. I mean bhp mining the company exists but what's the creator of this site and the video has anything to do with them. Is it supposed to be some sort of defamation for the company in case people type in bhpmining.com to look at the company's site but instead find this weird thing.

My sleep is ruined for sure.

As the title says, how long are the uncut episodes? I have the supposed uncut episodes downloaded and only the pilot is 30 mins long all other episodes are 24 minutes roughly. I was kinda thinking they'd be a bit more longer.