J'aimerais partir en FlixBus sur un coup de tête en Italie mais je n'ai pas ma CNI en physique, seulement en photo sur mon tel. Est-ce que ça peut poser problème? (J'ai la nationalité française).
Merci.
Tout est dans le titre. Je suis dans le centre de Dijon pour la journée et commence à avoir faim!
So, I've talked to the GM today. Explained the withdrawals to him and gave him the sorry won't happen again bullshit speech. I had an appointment with the addiction center to back me up.
He told me that I have one last chance. Maybe I will take my shot at being sober? This was a close call, but I'm relieved.
To the fuckers telling me that I deserved firing and be homeless, try get good at your job first and maybe you'll have second chances too (or fourth for my case).
Chairs.
I'm fucking stupid, I had a day off on Friday and decided to go on a 3 days bender. Drank like in madman in the sun and did no call no show sat/sunday. Wasn't the first time it happened. I arrived today and saw that I wasn't on the planning for June, manager told me that HR wants to see me tomorrow. She felt sorry for me. I know what that means.
My job is providing my accomodation. Idk where I'll go or what I'll do. I have no one. I'm broke as fuck. I don't want to be homeless. Honestly I've never been so scared of life than right now. Fuck.
My friend died this morning. He was the only person linking my old life with the new one. Was my father's best friend. Died like him too. Now they are together and I am here. Can't off myself cause mama didn't raise no quitter and she wouldn't want a dead son. Fuck I'm tired. I miss my family so much. Why cant I just go back. Please. I'm too scared to drink myself to death. I don't know what to fucking do. I'm tired.
This is the last bottle. Made a promise with myself that I wouldn't drink in May. You bet that if I can stop a month I won't go back to old habits. Or maybe I will who the fuck knows.
Anyway it's 3am here in France so I guess I already lose my bet? Nah it still count fuckers. I have a 2016 Georges Remy - Les Vaudayants that my ex girlfriend bought me for a special occasion. Guess it's tonight. Graciàs Sofía! She would be proud and it's a nice nectar to reflect on my life.
Been through a lot of shit, copped with the drinks. Could have been a lot worse, also a lot better. That's life I guess. Some people still care about me, don't know why but if I can make them proud let's do it. God I don't want to stop, why can't we be normal social drinkers? I'm more afraid of being sober than I'm afraid of withdrawals tomorrow. Fuck dt I'm gonna shake and sweat it, mama didn't raise no bitch like they say.
It's been a good 15+ years, or maybe not. But I will miss this shit anyway.