
Lost my soul cat after 5 years and just wanna share what she was like
Its been about 6 months now since I lost my soul cat and I still miss her dearly.
She was my other half. She was loving, respectful, and kind. We were best friends and we were robbed of a full cat lifetime together. Unfortunately, she got cancer at 5 years old and we had to put her down.
Maybe other cat lovers will understand but I just want to talk about her for a little while I lay in bed.
Ive had a few cats throughout my life and although I loved them greatly, this was different. It’s hard to describe but I felt like she really understood me and I understood her. I would spend every waking moment with her. Either carrying her around to show her things she doesnt usually get to see (she really liked to look at the higher up shelves in the pantry etc bc she was never able to see them) or she was next to me. While I did work, or cleaned, or did anything ever, she sat beside me and watched. Like a stalker who’s eyes followed me around. My family called her weird for this and maybe it was. The best was at night she would sleep either in my arms or on my chest with her head nudged into my neck like she was trying to crawl into my skin. Her favorite and only toys she would play with were those little plastic men that u hang off of drink glasses for whatever strange reason. She hated sweaters but if I talked nicely to her I could get a few pics of her wearing it. I miss her meow whenever I ignored her for a little too long.
I wish I could say more but Im beginning to forget. I really really miss her. Her urn is surrounded by those weird little plastic men that she loved so much for whatever reason. The night of the day we had to put her down I went for a drive and saw a neon green shooting star and I didnt even know that was possible
I just miss my cat and ill never be able to replace her. It was an honor to share those 5 years together but she should be besides me now