u/iamveryovertired

My dad is very organized, but my mom struggles with hoarding and so the house is bad. We’ve had issues with it for years and we always try to clean but it’s never enough, it’s just too much damn clothes and my mom can’t get rid of it. I’ve suggested a hoarding support service but she won’t do it. I’m hopefully moving out soon (I’m 21 so this is a good step forward) but my parents’ fighting is so bad, I just want to hide. I feel awful. My dad gets so mad about it he just starts throwing things around. Please, I feel so alone, especially now cuz two sisters moved out and one is gonna be gone next year. I’m terrified I won’t be able to get out.

I only watched the Netflix series, and the Alucard scene where Sumi and Taka have sex with him to tie him up always read as non-consensual to me. It seemed like Alucard didn’t know if he even really wanted it, and that they were coercive. But when I mentioned it to my friends, they said they don’t read it, and his subsequent reaction, that way — just that he’s deeply sad and betrayed that his ‘friends’ wanted to kill him.