u/idontreallyknow_11

Aaaaaah Paul, aaaah i love him so much aaaah i dont even know what to say

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Like, your f/os having one or more other partners of their own (usually from their own media)

For me i have Paul, who's with Emma, but also with me (im pretty sure im Ted), and Silco, whos with Vander, and the Doctor and Jack, who im im a throuple with (im rose)

Its weird though, cause im still nonsharing with other people (although i might be selectivly sharing, i just havent met anyone i feel comfortable sharing with)

Its weird, cause its like EVERY f/o of mine, even the ones im not with anymore, there was blue from wof, who was with cricket, and there was destiny from tadc who was with grant

The only ones that weren't, were ocs

He is Ted Spankoffski from The Guy Who Didn't Like Musicals, Black Friday, Nightmare Time, and Nerdy Prudes Must Die

Thank you so much :]

Uh, so yeah. I kinfirmed Ted Spankoffski, from some kind of AU (or from npmd, i just dont think tgwdlm happened to me, either that, or im all versions of him and only have memories from that version) but yeah. Now, this is awkward.

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This definitely wasn't a kin related F/O at all, but now it kind of is? But also kinda not? Idk. Like i was definitely fully in love with Charlotte, and now i have to figure my feelings for her out too. And i definitely thought Paul was my best friend, and he thought i was annoying as hell, lmao. And then when i was gotting into the tgwdlm fandom, i shipped a weird polycule of Paul, Charlotte and Bill with Ted, and then Paul with Emma, and then unrelated to that, Paul with me.

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Idk what to do lol, I still kinda ship all that, but Pauls my only F/O out of all of that, although i do need to figure out how i feel about Charlotte. Its just all weird now.

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Maybe ill start shipping "ChaiCoffee" more now lol

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Idk

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Also, i completely forgot i grabbed his face in the reprise lmao, i found that picture on pinterest.

Idk, yeah lol. Im trying to make sure i don't sound like an asshole, but i fear im overcorrecting a little lol

I only have five kins, and one of them didnt fit any categories lol. And i put most of them as Ted cause im in a shift rn. Its taking a lot of effort to not talk like an asshole lol

Im some version of Ted (npmd i think), i havent seen nightmare time yet, but i know im doomed to die or be stuck in a time loop in every universe which sucks for me

So, help me please (/j)

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Kisidering Ted Spankoffski, I think from the nerdy prudes must die dimension, but you know, all Teds are Ted. Im dreading this kinfirm, cause i have a feeling that im right this time, and i dunno. Although when i do come to terms with it, at least ill feel vindicated in the feeling that i was from hatchetfield.

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I have a couple things i think are memories, like the layout of my house, and stuff, but idk, i cant tell whats a kin memory and whats a headcanon i feel strongly about

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Another reason i dont know if i should kinfirm, is that i havent seen nightmare time, but i know im doomed to a horrible fate in every possible dimension, so that sucks for me. Idk

Like, idk if its fictionkin, fictionchain, fictionlink, or nothing idk. So ama as Wiggly from the hatchetfield trilogy :]

Its plain, it fits, my dad got it from an op shop, but there's only one issue with it, its black, not blue. Its not like i could dye it, my only other thought was since i want my costume to be ghost max, i could make some kind of overshirt shape thing that's made of sheer mesh-like fabric, to make it look like ghost maxs jacket, and do maybe if i make that quite blue it'll offset the black to make the navy blue its supposed to be. The only other thing id change about it if i could would be the bits at the front (idk what is called, is the post with the buttons on it) shorter to look more like the actual jacket, but it doesn't bother me that much. Ill ask my mum or grandma, whoever i see first, how i should do the 'H', 'Jägerman' and nighthawks logo on the back, since idk, theyre both into a lot of crafts, and im still learning

Basically im just wondering if this will work/if anyone has any other ideas?

Art by me :]

Ok, so with all my f/os, even if they dont actively love the things im into, they still like them, and i like their things, but this one character. I love him so much. But i don't know much about him. The only thing about him that i know is that he hates musicals. Yeah, it's Paul from The Guy Who Didn't Like Musicals. Cause the thing is, ive been in a big starkid phase, specifically with the hatchetfield trilogy, and i feel like i cant talk to him, because i dont really have much else to talk about other than how much i love these musicals, and music in general. I would love to talk to him about something he likes, but i dont know anything he likes other than Emma, which, although yay, she's awesome, i feel like it'd be a bit awkward. I could talk to him about things i hate, but i dont want to just be negative with him. I just dont know what he likes. I dont know anything he likes. Idk. Maybe i should try and watch the thing they made on zoom during covid, cause that has Paul in it as well.

What do you like, Paul?!?! /ref

Idk lol, anyway i love him so much

Ok, so i just watched good omens three a few days ago, and ive been kinsidering aziraphale for ages, but i think i mightve figured it out, i think i might be Asa Fell, the human version of aziraphale, because ive felt like im the same person as aziraphale for a long time, but never like i was him. Just that we had the same brain kinda. And this would make sense, if i am a version of him, just not that exact version.

Idk, cause it still feels weird, kinda like im a fictionkin of Asa Fell, who is a fictionkin/factkin of aziraphale. So hes still there in me somewhere. Idk, the whole finale made me feel dysphoric as hell, like my identity was being stripped away from me. Idk yeah. Ama to kinfirm i guess

PLEASE NO SPOILERS FOR GOOD OMENS 3 IM GONNA WATCH IT IN LIKE 24 HOURS

been questioning this shithead for so long, its agonising. Basically, i think (if this is a kin) its a psychological one, rather than my usual spiritual one (im pretty sure their spiritual, its kinda a reincarnation sorta thing) because usually i have memories, and feel a specific kind of way, but aziraphale its like ive realised thats its like were the same person. I used to dislike him slightly cause he reminded me so much of myself, now hes my favourite, hes my best boi, but idk, it feels really weird. Its like, im aziraphale, but aziraphale isnt me. So yeah, ama to kinfirm :]

Im pretty sure ima rainwing, but idk if im one of the characters or not. I only have one memory, and it was me rolling around and snoozing on one of the smaller platforms during suntime, and i was lime green. I wasn't chameleon cause i was a lot happier than him, but i just wanted to do this to see if talking to other wof dragons would give me any more memories :3 Basically i felt like jambu if he liked the colour green