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Your view of yourself matters the most

I saw this video about someone interview this shaoling monk. In the video he is wearing a robe(?) he refers to it as his uniform.

One of the question he was asked is “have you ever been persecuted for who he is?” (Implying him as a shaoling monk).

His reply was “this is just a uniform, when i’m out with my friends from the past i’m in a different clothes, when i’m home with my son i am a father, when i’m in the monastery i’m a shaoling monk, when i visit my mom i’m a son. The public only sees the side of me which i choose to show.” (Something along these lines not word for word)

This clicked with me that i am not one dimensional, i am not a guy who is sensitive, i am not a guy who is tall and big, i am not just a guy who is quiet, i am so much more. Someone told me that ONLY my view of myself matters the most because only i can see the “real” me.

Just thought i share this revelation as it helped me with some stuff i’m struggling.

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u/imabananatree78 — 3 days ago

Question regarding Reanimate

so i have a situation

assuming i have [[grave breaker lamia]] on board, can i [[reanimate]] holding priority cast [[ghostly flicker]] on gravebreaker lamia to entomb a creature in my deck and then using reanimate targeting said creature? or the minute i cast reanimate i have to declare my target creature?

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u/imabananatree78 — 18 days ago

What am i ignoring about my connection with this girl?i

Context: she and i are co workers, we aren’t very close we have a small talk here and there. I sit across her and we don’t interact very often, but i’m not sure if i’m like over reading into this.

My interpretation
Lilies woman: a sensual woman, possibly she is looking for more..? Seeing how the woman is looking at lilies as well
Woman bouqet: feels like she can be quite the flirty woman? Not sure about this
Bouqet clouds: deceptive confusions. I never gotten this combination before so im unsure how to read
Clouds heart: yea this one is confusion about the relationship.

I guess i’m not seeing that she has SOME sort of interest in me theres quite a flirty energy but there is also confusion on the side as well regarding our connection. Would love to hear inputs.

u/imabananatree78 — 1 month ago

Is there a subreddit for worship or prayers of Chinese deities?

i'm looking into a specific deity but said deity doesn't seem to have much english references.

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u/imabananatree78 — 2 months ago

Does Lucifer or the Ars Goetia have a different name in different religious context?

I saw somewhere that Lucifer is also phosphorus in greek mythology (i'm not 100% sure how true this is). This led me to think does the Demons in the Ars goeita have different names associated with them?

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u/imabananatree78 — 2 months ago

Will i be sexually intimate with someone next month?

Clouds snake: confusions regarding desire
Snake bouquet: in this context could it mean sexual attraction?
Bouquet dog: someone i know, a friend is attracted to me
Dog clover: a chance to do it with this said person

Overall: there will be some confusions possibly hesitation but there is a chance to do it with someone i know whom is sexually attracted to me. With bouquet being the middle part, i’m assuming that there is more beyond the surface rather than just pure lust. In short yes.

I’m not sure if different reading styles will conflict. I learnt to read from left to right but i also heard there’s also using middle as reference and read the 2 on the left and the 2 on the right? If i were to use middle as a reference

Cloud snake: sexual confusion
Bouqet: there is an attraction
Dog clover: an opportunity to do it with a friend.

u/imabananatree78 — 2 months ago

Buyback ruling

[[emet selch of the third seat]] [[forbid]]

let's say someone cast [[withering torment]] on my emet, in response i ping an opponent for one and i activate emet's ability which allows me to cast forbid from my grave on the stack. Can i pay the buyback cost to return forbid to my hand? Does forbid even hit the graveyard as i buyback?

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u/imabananatree78 — 2 months ago

How should i move forward with my specific person?

I pulled this few days ago and i have been sitting on it trying to figure the meaning out.

Letter + lilies: i see this as communication? Communicate how she makes me feel and stuff

Lilies + snake: i think this pair means addiction or something? Not sure how it would mean as actions

Snake + ring: i saw that this means desiring a commitment which well ok thats pretty straight forward in my case. Which is to tell her

Ring + sun: tell her that i will be staying committed to her? This screams commitment to me which to me seems like its a no brainer. Like ofc i will stay committed to her in an rs.

Combined interpretation would be to communicate how i feel for her, how she makes me feel (sexual included? Because of the lilies) and my intention towards her?

I’m still trying to piece it together as a sentence and the above combined interpretation was what i got.

u/imabananatree78 — 2 months ago

Does my specific person want to have sex with me?

Sun - letter - whip

i'm been trying out 3 cards first to get a better feel of cards, i saw somewhere that lenormand cards are supposed to be read together rather than 1 by 1? (i came from tarot)

What i got is that yea she does wants to do it with me, however i don't get the whip here.. BDSM? or abuse? i don't quite get it.

Sun+letter: mutual affection? she wants it as well?
Letter+whip: what i got is like straight up bdsm lol. i'm not sure if intuition can be used for lenormand but if yes what i got was more of a primal feeling ish.
All 3 cards: basically yes lol.

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u/imabananatree78 — 3 months ago

What are some good creatures for Abzan reanimator? EDH

What are some good creatures that have strong etbs/ongoing effects that are good in an abzan reanimator?

My commander is [[will the wise]] and [[mike the dungeon master]], bonus if the creature coming back is "eldritch" ish looking.

so far i have,
[[valgavoth terror eater]]
edit [[collosal grave reaver]]
[[massacre wurm]]
[[golgari grave troll]]
[[teneb the harvester]]
[[nyxbloom ancient]]
[[sheoldred whispering one]]
[[elesh norn grand cenobite]]
[[Shadow the mindflayer]] (purely for flavor)

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u/imabananatree78 — 3 months ago

Can you skip combat phase?

a friend of mine had [[terra herald of hope]] on the field, i had [[valgaovth, terror eater]] on The field.

he from main phase straight went to end phase skipping combat and hence skipping terra’s auto mill, as he says he can skip the combat phase. Is this a thing? I feel like i got scammed of a win because of this.

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u/imabananatree78 — 3 months ago

First Lenormand Reading

question: will i have sex next month

I just want to give it a whirl as i come from tarot, so i asked about something that won't affect me as much.

what i got is Letter + coffin: ending of communication, Coffin + gentleman: a grieving man?, gentleman + clouds: confusion about a man, clouds + moon: confusion about feelings

my interpretation is that i COULD have an opportunity to do it but i may not accept it? Seems to me alot of confusions within myself possibly regrets? I assume the man in this spread is me as i'm straight.

u/imabananatree78 — 3 months ago

Radiate and crackle with power interaction

[[radiate]] [[crackle with power]]

say for easy math 4players each have 1 creature on board so 4 permanents and 4 players

I cast crackle with power for x=1 so i deal 5 damage to 1 target permanent, on the stack i cast radiate.

do i copy crackle with power 7 more times? And i have to shoot myself and one of my permanent?

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u/imabananatree78 — 3 months ago

is blessing of leeches counted as an aura?

[[blessing of leeches]]

i realised it's quite an old card, it's type is enchant creature but does not has the subtype aura, can [[lightpaws]] tutor it out by any chance?

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u/imabananatree78 — 3 months ago

Demons for muscle building?

Not your usual question but i'm curious...

Is there anyone whom can help with this? Ive been gymming consistently and pushing my limits for about 4 years now and have seen good results, but i feel as of late my progress has been slower (and experiencing abit of body dysmorphia), is there any demons whom can help with this?

Not looking to become huge like arnold schwarzenegger or john cena etc but i would like to have abit more volume

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u/imabananatree78 — 3 months ago

Experience talking with Demons in meditation

Recently i did a small ritual, i just light a candle an incnese and a sigil of Dantalion. I started to play his enn in the background but a part of me decided to turn it off and chant it myself instead. Then i heard a voice to sit up straight, then Dantalion came to me.

The whole experience felt unreal, my body felt floaty it didn't even feel i'm in my own body. Feels like i was in some sort of space. I was actually having a conversation with him, but it felt like i was talking to myself too? The reason i say this because i was getting replies much faster than i could even process my own questions, like it was constantly downloading.

After i asked all my questions, and i felt that it was my time to leave the space, i told him and suddenly i felt more grounded in my physical body as i slowly regain my physical senses. Then i opened my eyes, but i don't remember much of the full conversations.

I only remember the very important points from our conversation.

Does anyone have similar experiences? It is not my first time doing this however a part of me remain skeptical like, was i talking to myself?

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u/imabananatree78 — 3 months ago

i remember reading somewhere where MTG is basically 2 planeswalker fighting each other and the spells is what we have learnt(?) and the creatures are creatures we seen.

Is the card force of will literally using your will to "no" the opponent spell or is there a deeper lore to it?

Also are there lores to the other "force of" cards too? eg force of despair, force of negation

u/imabananatree78 — 4 months ago