u/indiagateway

Pata hai aaj kya hua?

The same person who left during one of the worst phases of my life suddenly started texting and calling from another number today, saying she wanted to talk and that it was important.

I won’t lie, it shook me a little. Not because I want her back, but because I had finally started feeling emotionally stable again and focusing on my own life.

What makes it stranger is that she’s getting married in a few months. So I really don’t know why now.

Sometimes people come back not when you need them, but when you’ve finally learned to live without them.

TL;DR:

She left during a very difficult phase of my life. Now, after months of silence and just when I had finally started feeling okay again, she suddenly texted and called saying she wanted to talk.

Pata hai aaj kya hua?

Aaj out of nowhere us ladki ka text aaya who left me when I needed her the most. Bas ek message -“R u ok”.

And the thing is, I was actually okay before that text. Bohot mushkil se khud ko sambhala tha. Jab meri life ka sabse low phase chal raha tha, especially UPSC prep ke time, tab woh chali gayi thi. Uske baad kaafi time laga heal hone mein, overthinking kam karne mein, aur ye maan ne mein ki jo tha, khatam ho gaya.

Ab jab sab thoda stable ho raha tha, dimaag thoda shaant ho raha tha, tab uska ye random text aa gaya. Aur uske saath saari purani cheezein bhi wapas aa gayi- the hurt, the confusion, the memories, sab kuch.

Sabse ajeeb part? She’s getting married.

Toh samajh nahi aa raha ki ab ye “R u ok” kis liye tha. Concern? Guilt? Curiosity? Ya bas ek random message? Mujhe nahi pata. Bas itna pata hai ki us message se pehle main theek tha… ab phir se sab disturb ho gaya.

Maine bas reply kiya: “Does it matter?”

Uske baad usne do messages delete bhi kar diye. Aur ab dimaag aur zyada overthink kar raha hai.

Kabhi kabhi log chale jaate hain, move on bhi kar lete hain, but ek chhota sa text tumhari saari healing ko hila ke rakh deta hai.

TL;DR:

The girl who left me during my lowest phase texted me out of nowhere today saying “R u ok”. I was finally healing, but that one message brought back all the hurt and memories. Worst part—she’s getting married, and after I replied “Does it matter?”, she sent two messages and deleted them. Now I’m left overthinking everything again.

Edit- PEOPLE IN THE COMMENT ARE ADVISING TO BLOCK HER, I ALREADY DID, IT WAS FROM HER SISTER'S PHONE.

Shirt from vastrado ( don't judge for color), Jeans from H&M and shoes from puma.

so there were some children standing on the seat with slippers and making nuisance & parents were chill. Like bhai at least teach them how to behave in public places.