u/itsallokayalright

If so does anyone know what address I should be placing? Thanks

I have made mistakes in my life that I am very guilty about and I know that I shouldn't have done them and I'm really trying to be better but I feel myself getting back into the pit over and over again.

I have a partner and I confidently trusted one of my friends to tell them about my love & sex life (i come from a country that has purity culture so this is not really "normal") and I know that my partner does not like me sharing these things with other people, yet I still did. I feel really guilty about it. Anyway, this so called "friend" told these things to one of their other friends and it circled back to my partner. They were very angry with me which I totally get. I was also angry why my "friend" would do that to me which I know is hypocritical to think about. So I told my partner I wanted to confront my friend about it even thought they said no, but you guessed it, I still did anyway. Then my partner knew that I confronted my friend about it and we had a huge fight about it, i begged for forgiveness and begged for them to still be with me (i was desperate). We are still together and im trying my best to make up for it but I don't think anything can, I slowly feel the relationship itself is dying. I never cheated but this might as well count as something relatively bad as that. Right now I'm trying to lose my ego and attachment issues because I know they would be better off without me. I don't want to let them go because in all honesty they are the only one that Ive got and I wasted it and shat on it.

Another story is betraying my best friends trust, they have a gf too and I don't really like their partner for reasons I can't say but I dont totally hate them. I talked to my other friend about why I don't like my friends partner and then my best friend knew and I said sorry but I'm pretty sure I'll never earn back their trust.

I feel like a shitty and horrible person because I just can't stop my mouth from running and I'm trying my best right now to be a more trustworthy person but I feel like I keep on failing. They may still be in my life but it feels like they are not at the same time because it was never the same as it was. I know everything is my fault and I want to get better. I am so alone because they are the two people who I love the most and would risk my life for them, but doing something as simple as not betraying their trust makes me their shittiest friend and partner ever. I deserve everything bad that has happened to me with them because I started this all by myself.

I feel like the shittiest person on earth right now and I don't know if I could ever change. I'm really trying my best right now but I have no one to talk to so I'm just here on reddit asking strangers if I still have hope and how I can be better. I feel really lost and in a dark place right now. What do I do?

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Can people who stay at irh or other in-campus dorms have cars that they can park during their duration there? Can they have a reserved parking area? Thanks.

Does anyone know what are the requirements or required handicap for the admu golf team? Also what the process is to join the admu golf team. Thanks.