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I've told him about it but I don't think he believes it or believes in me. I don't even know whether he wants to see me but since we've been chatting for so long (for three months) with no end in sight and ever since I found out he was my twin flame I have had this undying urge to see him in person, and finally know what it feels like to meet him and hear his voice even if it isn't romantically. Again I see him as my twin flame - I don't have the urge to fly to a city even if it is in the other side of the world just to hook up with someone. I don't know how to tell my parents, and I don't know how I am going to save up for the next few months, but all I know is I am going to see him sometime between the 1st and 26th of September. Has anyone gone and flown to another city/country just to be with their twin flames, even if the feelings were closed off and not necessarily reciprocated? I feel like with my current life I'm not good at making decisions but there is no other option but for me to do this and I am willing to put everything aside including my university studies, if temporarily for a whole month, on hold so I can finally make use of this energy. I don't care if I travel all the miles only to have him say in person that we can't be together. I just know I can't hold it in any longer if I must surrender, and I have to do this.

so ironic because concealer is supposed to do the opposite. maybe this belongs more in one of the skincare subs but rn im severely battling with ccs on my forehead and ive tried using a face mist in between concealer and SPF as well as serums and my acne ends up showing up more than they did before without any makeup 😭😭 idk why and it frustrates me

felt so sleepy today despite getting over 10 hours of sleep and then some!! this has never ever happened to me before. my twin flame according to his sm status hasnt been online in 13 hours...makes me wonder if he is fast asleep too?

Crazy manipulative tactic tbh. I'm talking about people who go "I rarely use Bumble/can't pay for the membership/so pls hmu on Instagram so we can be friends!" EVERY time I've bothered to follow someone on IG/privately DMed them saying I'm from Bumble not a single one of them has DMed/followed me back. And the other day when I tried to reach out to a girl on Bumble in her DMs saying I saw her account on Bumble and would like to be friends, she blocked me. Wow, what a GREAT way to make friends with someone when you explicitly stated to follow/contact you on your bio. I don't know why every time I gave these mfers a chance but its clear they'd rather prioritise following count over making genuine friends. I'm stuffed with this app, and after Wednesday's debacle, I guess I'm really never gonna use it ever again 🤷🏻‍♀️

She's from London and is moving back tomorrow, but she flies down to Melbourne to live with her extended family for a month at least once a year. I loved having conversations with her and loved her unruly 'spicy' mean London girl nature - I guess looking back that was just code for her secretly being a huge bitch. I sent her a text that my Visa got approved to see her in the UK, but then she read my message, immediately blocked me after that and never talked to me again. I'm just in complete shock and I feel so hurt and let down that something like this could happen, but whatever, I'm not gonna waste my time thinking about her if she doesn't need me. Forgive me for venting but this is the second time a friend I've met in person on Bumble, seemed completely energetic to make plans with me again, then never talked to me again in person. It makes me feel less and less confident about using Bumble. maybe I should go the old school way and learn how to make friends in real life 😭 but it's hard

i'm saying this cos i've been waiting for my twigs vinyl since december/january when i asked my sister if she could buy it for me for my birthday, but i also wanted a chance to win some of the prizes (such as a facetime with twigs, concert tickets, etc). but as its been so freaking long and my sister has not told me that the vinyl has arrived the longer the delay is has been really funny to me. but perhaps its on camp with twigs's brand because a lot of fans say she's done some questionable stuff like cancel shows last minute or take forever to get on stage 😭 it's not necessarily her fault but i would love to know if her management can give me a refund, since the record is probably never going to come at this point, and despite being advertised on twigs's page and website from warner themselves, wondering if this was just a silly ruse to get me to buy the record 😭

I found him through IG a few months back and we don't know each other personally - he has a private account and my mutuals told me about him, and its safe to say we have a great connection together. We've talked about a lot of things - mostly politics (his dad is a politician) and also what we get up to in life, and I found out about his career and his job. I've never been in a relationship before apart from some conversations online that could be described as 'encounters' but quickly broke off before we could talk any nsfw stuff. but the fact we're still talking (and he doesn't know who I am other than photos of me on my posts and profile pic) makes me wonder if this can be considered 'online dating' as its been almost two weeks. he hasn't told me about his love life but i'm getting the feeling that he's single from the way he keeps texting me back and not ghosting me like most boys do. ironically i would never do online dating or go on a dating app, but sometimes i love to chat with random guys on insta DMs 😂 as long as he's not a murderer i think i should be fine. what do y'all think

i've noticed she's put more alternative music on her stories (lou reed and now pink floyd). now we just need her to put radiohead and there my life is complete <333