u/jane2thedough

Nothing like waking up and waiting for my meds to kick in to calm me down. Paxil withdraw is the worse thing ever.

Anxiety after gifting someone some of my frankincense myrrh incense.

So I'm already weary because I think that I broke a love spell from him once already. I'm also going through PTSD and didn't know how to chalk that up. Also, a lot of the "symptoms" I had ended up being explained.

I feel severe anxiety that he has something of mine now that I gave it to him, and even more anxiety that I let him in my house. I really wonder if he's an undercover warlock. Now I'm searching for ways to protect myself in case he uses those incense against me. He used the bathroom and now I almost feel like my apt is contaminated spiritually. Known him for 15 yrs, dates for 5yrs 10 years ago. I'm not sure if he's just a spy a warlock both or if I just have PTSD.

Trigger warning -

Withdrawing off of paxil , busbar, AND Klonopin is this man crazy?

On day 8 of a ween 🫩

background- it took me 10 months to ween from 40g to 10 mgs of paxil .. I got a new doctor after moving states, I have PMDD an Addison's along with working through horrific PTSD from being tr@@ff!cked almost my whole life .. I'm yanked off of busbar and paxil a week ago he gave me 14-10 mgs and was like basically work it out with the paxil, busbar no ween just rip, welp I'm also on Klonopin, found out yesterday that he is refusing to call in my full dose today so I'm going to be withdrawing off of paxil , busbar, AND Klonopin is this man crazy? He started me on propronolol for physical symptoms because I have adrenaline dumps from the Adrenal Insufficiency! Can he pick a strategy because this ain't it I feel like idk how I feel terrible though! Why would he not either keep me on a stable dose of paxil to do the Klonopin or vise versa I have an appt with him today over the phone I'm terrified (withdraw symptom) I'm experiencing:

Fear & Paranoia

Uncontrollably crying or the lack there of which I have a panic attack until I can get it out

Hopelessness

Intrusive thoughts

Restlessness

Adrenaline as soon as I wake up

Not wanting to be alone

Now on top of all of this I'm raising an autistic child alone and have to be mentally stable for her and I'll be damned if I'm put into an induced psych trip when I have no care for her if that were to happen.