Bro I need help

I messed up. I excluded from everything but one online casino and I deposited and lost $850 I feel so numb right now. I’ve just been losing and losing. I’m in debt and I’m going in a hole I can’t get out. I don’t feel as bad cause I’m drinking right now and I just want to forget about what I did. Money comes and goes I guess… but this shit is a disease bro I hate it

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u/jessoult — 5 days ago

Feel so awful

So I hate to say I’m addicted but I do have impulsive behaviors and gambling is one. When I get paid I want to put money into an online casino or fantasy apps to chase a win. I usually set limits for myself but sometimes I can get carried away.

So last night was the craziest come up I’ve ever done. I took $15 and turned it into nearly $1400 I said I’ll stop at 1500 and I never got there, I lost all of it with only 100 left. I stayed up all night to make that 1400 to piss it away. I went to work on one hour of sleep and could not stop thinking how I screwed up. It really sucks! $1300 is not life changing money by any means but it hurts still lol honestly this might be might wake up call to stop. There’s really no walking away sometimes and you really think you’re gonna get all the money but just to lose it all in the end.

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u/jessoult — 1 month ago

[WTS] CB34 Nike sb supreme size 10.5 [$140]

Worn 1x bought off supreme website when they dropped. Message me with any question I’m willing to do a deal!

u/jessoult — 1 month ago

New to online slots

Bro this slot rinsed me lol but I didn’t hit one bonus out of the $200 I played thru and I did 40 cent-$1 spins so I have a lot of spins. The fact that the coins were so high in value was that a red flag?cause some of the coins were like $100 and over like I doubt they would let me get that so I was wondering what do yall look for and what slots yall go for?

u/jessoult — 1 month ago

Just a few I don’t use

The chrome is in package still 1.7 oz
Aqua Dubai barely used it pretty much full
Same with Vulcan
And YSL I would say I have half or a little more than half the he bottle for 1.3 oz

If bundle together can do better pricing appreciate it!

u/jessoult — 2 months ago

I keep chasing

Tell myself to stop but I just keep chasing. I’ve been so close to winning but lose I take that as a sign but then I think maybe the next one will hit. Past 5 days I’m already down $400 I’ve been doing fantasy picks and online slots for like 2 and a half years and I’m not sure how much I’ve lost probably a couple thousand over that time but I want to quit but it feels impossible.

I wouldn’t say I’m profitable. I’ve had some good wins but I lose more as probably most people do. I think if I would’ve just saved everything I bet I would probably have alot right now.

I downloaded nobet but I feel it only can help so much till I can’t resist the urge to bet. Idk was thinking everytime I get paid maybe I should just take my money out so it’ll be harder for me to deposit into online casinos and betting apps.
It’s such a shitty feeling. I’m not really in a spot where I should gamble because I’m the only one working as my spouse is in school and if she finds out she’ll be mad.

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u/jessoult — 2 months ago

New to me!

Kind of like a pineapple soda lol. Not the best flavor they have but it was pretty good.

u/jessoult — 3 months ago
▲ 106 r/Colognes

Damn this is the first bargain I’ve ever seen in person 😂

u/jessoult — 3 months ago

[US TX] ADIDAS EVO SL SIZE 10.5 $85

About 50 miles on em might have minor scuffs on soles but shoes intact and not much wear.

u/jessoult — 3 months ago

Snagged a bottle!

Don’t know how I feel about it. Smells fresh like linen powdery type smell but I’m going to have to test it! If yall have this what do yall think of it?

u/jessoult — 4 months ago
▲ 12 r/Soda

Rare find at the gas station lol

So at my local grocery stores they only have the regular sugar ones I was putting gas and they had a 12 pack of the sugar free version I was like huhhh

u/jessoult — 5 months ago

Terrible lol

Went to Whole Foods and got this as a quick snack bro these are terrible I was hoping they had Barebells 🤣

u/jessoult — 5 months ago