u/jimmy__jazz

Philly's known for their cheese steaks. It's a perfect 2am food. Surely he can't be the first person she ever saw eat a cheese steak at that time.

I recently let my insecurities destroy an important friendship. It had to do with rejection and validation. I mentally harassed her trying to figure out what was wrong with me. I needed validation from her (validation that I'm worthless).

Once I realized that I fucked up and ended the friendship, I tried Dr Google to figure out why I would do that. The closest I can find is something called Anxious Preoccupied Attachment Disorder. I want to know if I do have this, or if there's another reason I do what I always do.

Unrelated, but is it also possible to get PTSD from a past relationship? Not one specific event from the relationship, but the whole entire relationship?

I sent out some requests the last two days for therapy around me. I'm making physical phone calls tomorrow. But I want semi-answers now.

I don't want to go into my issues here. But I need to start seeing a therapist. Anyone have any luck with anyone in this general area?

I'm envious of anyone who came before social media. They don't have to see them randomly come up on their feeds. You don't mentally break and stalk their profiles.

I know I'm not the only one who has gone through this.

I'm not talking about dream weddings or other milestones. I'm talking about daydreaming things that never happened that were incredibly minor. Things like watching TV, or cooking dinner while she's in the other room, or stupid fun arguments that mean nothing. Am I alone in this?

It's obviously a fantasy scenario. But it's a fantasy scenario that I'm struggling with right now. Honestly, my answer is "I don't know".

Cowardly answer, I know.

I made way too much ravioli filling. I have probably two pounds of it left. The ingredients are minced mushrooms, ricotta cheese, grated mozzarella, parmesan cheese, basil and parsley, and minced pancetta.

What will happen to it if I freeze it? Will it be easy and good to go once it dethaws?

I'm very new to making fresh pasta. I'm good at the ravioli and fettuccine. However, I had some meatballs in my freezer for a while and decided to make spaghetti and meatballs. I did end up using parsley blended thoroughly in the food processor in my dough. I don't think that was the problem.

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When I rolled my dough through the spaghetti attachment, it was very hard to separate all the strands from one another. So much that it ruined the dough that I had to roll it out again. After a few attempts I just switched to the fettuccine setting. There were a small few strands still stuck together, but they were easily pulled apart and didn't ruin the dough when I did so.

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Anyone else have trouble with spaghetti from a hand-crank roller?

I just took my second dose of 1.0 dosage yesterday and weighed myself today. Between the first and second dose, it seems like I lost 9 pounds. Not really sure how accurate it is. But also, I did home workouts a lot this past week and didn't eat as much because I was working for something like twelve days straight.

I'm tired of paying Lime anywhere from $10 to $15 to $20 per ride depending on where I'm going.

I honked at a person who stopped in the middle of the crosswalk so she could read her text.

She did not. I am trying real hard not to let it ruin the friendship, but it's hard and I'm scared.

I'm also scared that I gave this person the best version of myself and it wasn't enough. If the best version of myself isn't enough for someone where we started as friends then how is it going to be enough for someone else?

I'm scared.