I tell a lot of things to her, but lately I've told her that I do have women friends but when it comes to someone I see attractive I just avoid or ignore. I know my mom is no psychologist but idk where to vent, my father and I don't talk and it's infuriating that I don't have sex at all.
I know it sounds desperate but I am not, I don't look at women as objects and I have a few women friends.
It just happens that I don't connect with my country at all and I'm attracted to middle eastern girls but I can't find many here, and even if I do I just don't have money to offer and yes, money it's important to date. Y'all would say to focus on finding a job and I'm trying but it's hard where I live, I just don't know how the majority of teens just date and have sex while I don't know how to flirt.
At this point it's impossible to be someone's first let alone that by the time passes it gets just weirder, imagine if I get to kiss a girl a bit young than me and I hit her with my teeth like a fifteen year old or smth.
This is not my main focus on life if someone here is going to say the pussy pedestal thing, or "don't compare yourself" bla bla timeline, it's not timeline, it's me being shy and fumbling opportunities. I don't know what to do, I don't feel behind, I just feel that I will never experience this.
I think that I'm not ugly, I just need brackets, money and whatnot.
I'm not interested on hookups, I just want someone to be plenty of time with but not delusional enough to be for the rest of my life
It's not something that I always think of but lately I have been wondering why is this, and yeah I just never took the initiative because when I was a teen I went to a really bad situation so I isolated myself everyday for years, didn't had real friend in high school and covid came in so it hindered my whole personality.
I do have women friends or acquantainces without expecting someone from them like any decent person, but, I think I just have preferences but at the same time is not an excuse, people here might say that I'm young but hey, I'm almost 23 and no, this is not common at all and I am aware that I'm a minority and this is involuntarily ofc. I'm not chasing cuz i just don't know how and it makes me overthink a lot the fact that all of my family or friends have had someone and I'm here just overthinking and yeah I did go to a psychiatrist but I stopped years ago cuz It wasn't that worth it. I need help with this I swear!
Sé que dicen que no es tan importante y que a lo mejor soy un rarito pero en realidad tengo amigas (y puedo salir con ellas sin esperar nada a cambio como cualquier persona) pero últimamente he pensado en lo muy raro que tengo que ser para tener esta edad y no haber tenido pareja. Sé que dicen que éso llega solo pero lo dudo si no inicio nada con nadie pues no va a llegar, si, he ido al psicólogo y la verdad es que no es lo mío así que no sé.
También trate de ir a una disco y no me gustó, prefiero mas un bar pero no hay muchos en donde vivo, voy a la uni una sola ves a la semana porque es una carrera corta, al gimnasio toda la semana y de vez en cuando algo de bici.
Soy medio reservado pero me cuesta iniciar la conversación pero cuando lo hago si me gusta hablar y joder un rato pues. No me gusta cualquiera, puede sonar a estándares altos pero es que no saldría o estaría con cualquiera solo por el hecho de tener sexo o pretender estar en una relación. Pero después veo gente a mi edad que si o sí han tenido a alguien y sé que debo de tener algo y ya llegados a este punto es imposible que tenga ése tipico amor de principiantes por decirlo así, suena muy estúpido pero bueno.
En parte es mi culpa por ir a la uni los sábados y al gimnasio. Por el momento no tengo trabajo (tuve pero online) y de verdad que me está afectando ésto.
Nunca he tenido pareja y los pocos amigos que tengo andan ocupados con las suyas o en la uni o trabajando cosa que es entendible pues no los culpo.
Pero andar así, más la situación de Venezuela en general dan ganas de meterse alprazolam o algo pero ni éso tengo jajdjajjs ja que basura enserio.
I know it sounds like it cuz I bet that no friend of mine is posting on a fucking virgin forum. But yeah I want love and sex ofc so I think I'm already cooked.
I study Saturdays only and go to the gym (just started like 20 days ago) yeah I have nothing besides that cuz jobs in my country are pretty bad so meanwhile I'm looking for online stuff.
Tf should I do? I fucking really hate the fact that I'll never be someone's first, I hate that I had the opportunity to have a serious relationship and I fumbled, I hate that I don't like anyone right now.
I have women friends but I'm not attracted to them, I don't even try cuz I don't see the need to FLIRT with someone, and when I liked someone I just ignored them wow I'm really screwed.
I don't like hookups, I would like something serious but nothing will happen if I don't do something about it, atp everyone has had someone and I can't shake that fact out of my head, gym doesn't helps, the psychologist either and I just need to go out with someone to just have a chat but I don't have that. Plus, my country fucking sucks, we have power outages every singles days, I really hate this man.
Necesito gente con quien jugar, juego desde PS5 pero con mouse y teclado.
Digo si tienen el juego comprado porque no juego al battle royale.
Pues ahorita mismo no tengo amigos de verdad. O sea si tengo uno que otro pero están todos muy ocupados (lo cual es normal)
Pero últimamente me ha estado afectando el hecho de que no tengo a quien visitar, nunca he tenido pareja y no sé que hacer.
Ahorita mismo no tengo trabajo pero si voy a la uni y al gimnasio, de vez en cuando manejo bici y me encanta ir al cine. Pero vivir en Maturín es muy aburrido, todo gira en torno a salir a comer y quisiera algo distinto, o quisiera un entorno en el cual pueda conocer gente de manera relaja como que sale porque si y ya.
Lo que pasa es que mi universidad es solo los sábados ya que cambie el horario a ésa modalidad por el trabajo online que tenía antes.
¿Hay algún club o algo interesante/diferente al que me pueda unir? Nada de anime que no me gusta éso.
I know it sounds like objectifying ppl but deep down I regret not doing something earlier when I had the opportunity maybe in high school. I know I've had opportunities but I didn't continue to do so.
How am I going to find my SO now when it feels too late?
I only go to the gym, I live in Venezuela so having a job here is hard, and I go to college but Saturdays only.
I hate how rare is to be like this at almost 23, it sucks. I feel bad because now that I think of, I've fumbled a couple times and now I'm all alone.
It's all in my head, I just can't stop with this.
I've been feeling better because I started to workout but I feel insecure about not having a job rn.
I just dream all night about cuddling, chatting with this girl about anything, watching movies, drinking, debates and just fucking to make her feel good yk. I need a massage or smth fr 😭
Hii, you will see that I have Battlefield 6 on my account already but it was a friend's gift just in case. But these are two complete different games in my opinion.
Their whole atmosphere and campaign are diferent, I always wanted to play this game since the trailer came out, I was a kid when I saw the whole campaign and I know Battlefield games were never about the campaign but this one looks and feels really different.
And I have to add that for what I have seen, almost every Battlefield game improves in time but this one came out almost perfect, the bad thing is that it has extra paid content but I would be happy to have just the base game to be honest.
The multi looks really fun, you can use bayonettas, horses and more. The maps look really cool and I have to say that I almost don't know a thing about the World War I but this gotta be the most popular mainstream shooter based on that era.
I'm not sure if there is still people playing this game on PS5, hope that with the sale there is, I want to play this one meanwhile Dice fixes BF6.
I really like the sounds and the colors of this one, I want to play it so baddd and If you give it to me we should play because it is gotta really fun with people on voice chat and stuff.
So here is my Ps account if you are interested in making this gift, oh I forgot to add that I'm from South America so I do not know if that could be a problem, bye!
We spent all night there while they were making out with other guys (I don't like them and they know I'm straight) but man idk how ppl do to make out there with that loud ass music blasting all night.
I just feel that I am really weird and that's why I'm still a virgin tbh
I'm the biggest fucking loser ever, I'm going to delete this stupid miserable account because I don't pull shit and I'm a loser
Call me a mysoginistic asshole but I'm starting to think like this and idk I just hate the fact that I got no game at this age bro. Every single friend I have had a partner at least and I haven't.
I know I'm not entitled and no woman has to be with me just for the fact that I'm like this, they don't owe me anything and bla bla ik ts.
It is what it is, I won't get any and people who say "everyone has different timelines" are really coping hard because not everyone has the same opportunities ig.
I have autistic friends who've had girlfriends, true love and stuff. I am never going to and from now on I will stop being delusional, I'll never have a partner and it is what it is, I'm not entitled to have one so it's just life I guess