Hi guys! So i’ve been skating for a few months and ive now felt the need to spice up my skating accessories now that i have all the basics.
Does anyone know where you can buy those cute thick soakers? Like the ones with the small flower pattern, swans,etc.
Ps…. must have international shipping because im in South Africa☹️
I dont know who I am anymore. I hurt someone I really love, really badly. In an awful situation. I was selfish and jealous and now they dont trust me. My everything and future is gone. I can never forgive myself for what I did. It was so horrible of me and now im the reason they’re depressed.
I want to be better, i want to be fixed but I can’t help but think it’d just be better if I was dead. Everything would be calm, no one would struggle anymore. I hurt everyone around me just because i’m ill, I need to show im sorry by ending their suffering.
I dont know why im posting this. maybe im looking for attention or comfort or for someone to tell me im not the one in the wrong even though i am.
Im absolutely in love with it
heh… @purelillys on instagram if you like my art
Commissions for pet rats !
Hiya everyone!! I’ve opened my commissions up again to save up the money i’ll need to fund my pet rats :3
Check out my carrd for more: https://purelillys.carrd.co
COMMISSION INFO:
TAT IS 3-48 HOURS
PAYMENT METHOD IS PAYPAL
Headshot: 10$
Half body: 20$
Full body: 30$
Ych is 5$ !!
Grr, it feels so weird asking reddit for help but uhh yeah.
I’m the youngest sibling which obviously has made me grow up having all the attention from your parents and none from peers or your older siblings. This has affected me a lot in life, I used to be a really bad person who felt everything had to be around them and i’d often do random stuff for attention.
Throughout the years i’ve grown up and all of that fell in the past. Recently, in all my relationships/friendships i’ve found myself making them upset really easily. It makes me feel really guilty and I can’t help but think I am the problem.
I don’t know how to stop saying the wrong thing/messing things up. Yes, i’ve always had conversations with the people i’ve upset but I still end up messing up.
The guilt is making me feel awful about my life and i’m scared it’s gonna just keep the cycle going.
TLDR: how to not say the wrong thing and or cry whenever i feel like the problem