Putting my little success on pedestal...it is making me overconfident and fall out of the state
Hello guys I hope you guys are doing well. Ok so I done sats recently only for one day actually I've done it before as well and I got as it is results so I am applying it again for my desire, so what's happening rn is little weird i did stats 3 days ago and I swear it was so so good I was literally dwelling in the end I swear you guys it really felt so fucking damn good but at the moment I was about to sleep negetive thoughts started to pop up like, " you did sats very well right now but do you think you can have this state after every sats ?? I don't think so you will able to do it." Such bullshit thoughts were running through my mind but I ignored and slept. The next day I was thinking throughout the day like that "today I am going to do sats I am going to do sats" like it is a big task for me and it has happened with me previously as well whenever I appreciate myself for something like if i did the affirmations from the state of having and then my mind starts to appreciate myself but whenever I do that negetive thoughts pops up like "will you able to do this again this good ? No I don't think you " i am done with this also because of all this my feelings is also running away from me and I am not able to feel anything. Please tell me what the hell is happening here and how to feel it again and again without putting that success on pedestal.