have you been able to accept your past?
i cannot accept my past. even if i had it all right now, i cannot accept that i'll not go back when i was 20 and live a normal life as my peers. Meaning, finding love, studying, achieving things like normal people do. everybody knows about manifesting, and my suffering don't make it special for me about finding the law. i feel anger and resentment toward the type of parents i had, with their own trauma, and me living like a traumatised animal in the house. i cant get past this. revise the past will maybe make me neutral about past experiences, but being twenty and eager and soo positive about life.... i feel like i dont have it in me to be happy