u/zoey77_

I genuinely feel so lost manifesting. I know everything, all the laws, all the techniques. And I do everything, I’m doing too much probably.
I have not seen results not even with small things like a text from a random person.
I know about resistance etc. and honestly whenever I manifested something in the past, it was something I didn’t care THAT much about or it happened when I let go.

But I see soooo many people manifesting their stuff while they’re desiring it. Why can’t that happen to me? I need a Reddit hug fr

I could really use some input because my environment doesn’t really get why I want to live by Neville’s teachings.
I’m in a pretty difficult situation. I’m manifesting my dream life in a different country, I’ve done many things that made me feel like I’ve really become that new identity. I have seen some movement, including many things that trigger me or “tests” that would get me right back into my old version. It’s been tough but I think I’m managing it pretty well and I’m very disciplined about my mental diet.

However, I guess the 3D still needs some time to fully shift. Meanwhile I’m in an extremely financially difficult situation. I have no money whatsoever and I’m in debt (not a crazy amount but not great either). I lost my job a couple of months ago and thought okay that’s my sign to get going. I’ve been not only living as if it is done, but also putting in the work (inspired action) like connecting with employers/people in the city I’m moving to, messaging about accommodation there etc. Just as if I’m going there next week. But I have absolutely no money.

I received this job offer for a pretty random, low paid job here where I am. I’m even overqualified for it but I had a day where I was panicking about money and sent out applications to the most random jobs. When I got a call back, I immediately thought to myself, ok I’m being tested to get wrapped up here and feel stuck again - which is exactly what my old version did and would do. I’ve done this exact thing before, I took a job because I needed money knowing it would get me stuck for a long time in a place I hate and don’t want to be in. I told myself when I lost that job, that’s it it’s time for me to pursue that dream life. Now I have the exact same situation right in front of me: Take it to be safe, like the old me would. Or risking it all because I know I won’t be here anyway in the next couple of weeks.

I feel like every normal person I’d talk to out there would obviously be like “you need to take this just to get in some money”. I know that’s the reasonable and logical decision. But what would my fellow Neville students say? Is it crazy of me to consider not taking this ridiculous offer even if it would give me short-term relief?
If I would step into that reality, everything else would follow. I would be working like 40h again and wouldn’t have any energy to focus on being my new identity or feel what would be an inspired action like sending applications to my dream city.

What do you do in such situations?

I could really use some input because my environment doesn’t really get why I want to live by Neville’s teachings.
I’m in a pretty difficult situation. I’m manifesting my dream life in a different country, I’ve done many things that made me feel like I’ve really become that new identity. I have seen some movement, including many things that trigger me or “tests” that would get me right back into my old version. It’s been tough but I think I’m managing it pretty well and I’m very disciplined about my mental diet.

However, I guess the 3D still needs some time to fully shift. Meanwhile I’m in an extremely financially difficult situation. I have no money whatsoever and I’m in debt (not a crazy amount but not great either). I lost my job a couple of months ago and thought okay that’s my sign to get going. I’ve been not only living as if it is done, but also putting in the work (inspired action) like connecting with employers/people in the city I’m moving to, messaging about accommodation there etc. Just as if I’m going there next week. But I have absolutely no money.

I received this job offer for a pretty random, low paid job here where I am. I’m even overqualified for it but I had a day where I was panicking about money and sent out applications to the most random jobs. When I got a call back, I immediately thought to myself, ok I’m being tested to get wrapped up here and feel stuck again - which is exactly what my old version did and would do. I’ve done this exact thing before, I took a job because I needed money knowing it would get me stuck for a long time in a place I hate and don’t want to be in. I told myself when I lost that job, that’s it it’s time for me to pursue that dream life. Now I have the exact same situation right in front of me: Take it to be safe, like the old me would. Or risking it all because I know I won’t be here anyway in the next couple of weeks.

I feel like every normal person I’d talk to out there would obviously be like “you need to take this just to get in some money”. I know that’s the reasonable and logical decision. But what would my fellow Neville students say? Is it crazy of me to consider not taking this ridiculous offer even if it would give me short-term relief?
If I would step into that reality, everything else would follow. I would be working like 40h again and wouldn’t have any energy to focus on being my new identity or feel what would be an inspired action like sending applications to my dream city.

What do you do in such situations?

We have been in no contact for around 2 years now but still have each other on social media and watch each other. I was the chaser but have definitely come to a more detached place the last year. However when their city was on the news a while ago about a crisis I immediately reached out to ask if they were okay, without the intention of reconnecting, I was just genuinely worried and wanted to check in and my tf appreciated it.
But a while ago this happened also with my environment, my city was on international news about a crisis where people were hurt/passed. My tf didn’t reach out to check in. Part of me was definitely disappointed but at the same time not surprised. I can’t tell if this is the ultimate clue that I’m literally delusional. How would you view a situation like this about your runner tf? If you’re a runner, would you have checked in? If not, what’s stopping you?

Thanks:)