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♡⋮pumpkin spice oatmeal
♡⋮ 1 small sliced apple (cooked for 6 mins on stove)
♡⋮ scoop of greek yogurt
♡⋮ topped with cinnamon 𑣲₍ ᐢ. .ᐢ₎
low fat chobani greek yogurt ෆ 110
small apple ෆ 50
i was hospitalized a few weeks ago and everything in my life has just gotten worse. my mom put me back into school (i was homeschooled this year) and now ive just been using it as a way to not eat all day. ive been exercising for hours every day.
i hate the way i look and im constantly looking back at my old b0dy checks and wishing i could jsut wake up and look like that again. my nana keeps sayjnf i look so good now and a days weeks ago she kept making these annoying ass comments while i was trying on clothes in the dressing room like “once you gain more weight youll get more curvy” or “youll fill out your clothes” like as if its a good thing. every ‘compliment’ anyone gives me just feels like their saying “congratulations for being fat now!!!” i hate my life so much ive been constantly getting su1cid4l and SH thoughts ever since even tho i havent in months.
im so scared im gonna go back to being annoying and never talking to anyone or thinking im ugly 24/7 and going back to wearing baggy weird clothes again after i gain weight. pls if anyones experiencing the same thing lmk what its like for u rn :(