u/lawdelaggyeholic

if y'all know any music societies unka @ be dedooo, I'll die without music in jnu lowkey 💔✌🏽

I'm in the fourth round of counselling rn for bsc criminology and forensic and how is it that fourth round mai ek ek category mai 4-5 seat are vacant 😭 so many ppl are desperate for admission and yaha sabh vacant hoke bhi seat nhi le rhe

so for context I am a pcb student who dropped out of amity (biotech) because obviously I'm studious asf and udhr kuch padhai nahi hoti thi genuine, i gave cuet this year again because I wanted to get into nfsu it was my goal, but the cut off came to 247.9 out of 250 and my marks were 220 toh out of question hogya tha, that's when I got in ba hons korean in Jnu in the first list itself, my father being from JNU and my family loving JNU mithai wagera batwadi right.

but now today I've gotten mail for 4th round counselling, which is tmrw, fees bhi ussi time pay krni hai which is around 65k, i know wanted to go to nfsu but now I'm excited for jnu aswell, not about the course but I'm genuinely excited, I'm getting forensic and criminology at nfsu, idk what to do.

so my father studied in jnu for 8 years and even tho I'm a pcb student, when he got the news that I got in, he accepted the seat and paid for everything immediately, my family on both sides literally distributed mithai ki hamari beti ka jnu nikal gaya but then I told my friends that i got in and etne alag reactions mile they called my degree "jhaatu", told me mai abh anti national banke aungi, yeh sunke mujhe Etna farq nhi padha cuz rightest ppl are stupid like that, but calling the degree stupid and all just hurt me overall, am I making a mistake?

which one is the newest

bhai yeh kya cut off hai? are they on drugs

aaj i did some crazy shit (finally)

pata hai aaj kya hua, i blocked my exes bsf...ik it sounds weird but my ex did a lot of bad shit LIKE LOTS OF shit that I found out after the breakup and even the bsf also found out after the breakup, but u can never trust that right kyuki wo uska bsf hai mera nahi. my ex used me physically, he would force me to be intimate w him, i recently found out he had s*x with a girl one month before he "pretended" to lose his virginity with me, lmao that hurt a lot. he also cheated, never treated me good, no gifts , always made me cry, told everyone after the breakup that I was "suicidal" that's why he left me, not the case btw this man literally used to threaten me to k"kl himself if I didn't stop crying because of him.

ik I was stupid to stay, I could name a thousand instances where I was hurt, i was hurt throughout the whole relationship and mai hi pure time beg karti reh gayi, i didn't receive any sorry .

but his bsf was always nice to me, he literally handfed me when I lost appetite after the breakup, always listening to my rants, but never took my side. how can u be friends w someone so disgusting? disgusting because recently mere ex ke other friends found nudes and s*xtspes of other girls in his snapchat my eyes. a lot of ppl broke friendship w him and i support that. how can u be associated to someone that disgusting? agar yeh mera bhi dost hota he would've atleast forced him to say sorry to me but he didn't. so I think I did the right choice of cutting him off.

kisi ko idea hai kabh tk ayega allotment for bsc? I'm alr in a priv college (amity mai biotech krrhi) and mera sem 3 shuru hogya hai, I haven't paid my fees because of nfsu and am unable to get attendance 🥀 if you are in college yk how imp attendance is

so me (18F)and my ex(19M)had a very very very messy breakup, initially i thought he cheated but he didn't but he did try to go back to his ex jisne uski gaand pe laat marke usse wapas bhejdiya, I've been blocked since the day we broke up but I'm really good friend with his childhood bsf and breakup se last mahine tk (4 months) he wanted us to stay away from each other ekdum topic khtm chahiye tha usse but recently idk why he's been showing interest in "sorting" things out between me and him and telling me how he's very guilty and wants to say sorry and he will yeh wo so, that he misses me and everything.

breakup was v messy i suffered a lot, like a lot. his birthday is coming soon and his childhood bsf told me that "mai wish krwa dunga, mai usse bol bhi rha tha wish krvadu usse". my ex did a lot of bad shit to me before and after the breakup and idk WHY I STILL HAVE THIS SOFT SPOT FOR HIM. should I wish him gng 🥀. yes you can give me gallis. is it too much self respect loss in wishing him thru his bsf even tho he wants me to wish him but won't unblock me for some reason.

i live in delhi and have seen the Delhi campus since last year my centre was near it and it's really bad. i wanted to know how college life (fests and all, fun) is in other campus like Gandhinagar, bhopal etc.. and what should my preference list be acc to it

so basically I've been in amity noida for a year now, i got a great cgpa I'm doing bsc (hons) biotech, but my parents decided to force me into giving cuet this year because of the avg indian mindset of them wanting me to go a "govt" college and mind me, du doesn't have the course I want to do, nothing even close to it and i got a great score in cuet cuz my parents pressured me sm i legit used to cry while studying 🥀

anyways before i got into amity, last year I gave nfsu also because I wanted to go forensic or biotech that time, and I got into gandhinagar but my parents didn't send me because it's so far, and I didn't get into rohini nfsu because it got full.

fast forward to today, my parents want me to go to nfsu because they are 90% sure I'll get into it because of my score...but i lowkey don't want to leave amity...i mean i hate going to a priv college too but amity has really great lab and the lab teachers r so good and this is what matters in my course, biotech. and nfsu literally doesn't have any college life, no fest no nothing and its in such a shitty area, and I don't want to do forensic anymore. i initially planned to do my MSc from a govt college like jnu but should I really switch to nfsu? I'm really confused my college starts from 13 july my parents didn't even pay my fee they are that confident.