u/lemonadecaprisunn

i feel like me and many others at my job are constantly being micromanaged and its so fucking draining.

let me preface this by saying that YES ik i was doing something wrong, before yall journey up my ass, but ive been on my phone bc i have abundant free time and little to no alternative tasks to complete, obv i get in trouble BUT LITERALLY EVERYONE ELSE DOES THIS AND IM THE ONLY ONE GETTING IN FUCKING TROUBLE?? ARE WE DEADASS?? This isnt even the first time something like this has happened. Sometimes people will have drinks and shit on the clean side of the lab BUT WHEN I DO IT, ITS SUDDENLY A PROBLEM?? I legitimately cant even fathom why i would be targeted in such an asinine way. My other coworkers say she does that to them too but how the fuck do they deal with it? I dont know how they go home at the end of the day and not want to scream??

hey yall, im currently a steri tech who will eventually be trained to become an assistant but ive had some difficulties with my manager and its making me want to quit alltogether. shes very nit picky and micromanages whoever she chooses to be her target that day and im really exhausted and fed up with it.
sometimes ill go on my phone during a shift, which i know is frowned upon, but i only do it if i have literally NOTHING else to do.
she constantly says that theres stuff to do and i can always help people, but ive been doing that and its going unnoticed for some reason, its a very depressing cycle.
today she warned me again for the phone and said next time it happens, ill be written up. I would understand this if i had things to do but i legit dont.
Ive even tried to find alternatives to being on my phone but she doesnt want me to do those either (doodling, journaling, etc)
today her mini-me was micromanaging me too (i put packs face down in autoclave, she wants them face up)

Im just tired of being expected to stand there like a robot or statue and not do anything? why doesnt anyone try and help me out in that department? they KNOW ill always do what they ask of me….
i feel like i am really good at my job and havent had any issues with what i have to do everyday but being constantly picked at and rarely appreciated is taking a toll on my mental state

the irritability and stress from not knowing what to do about this awful feeling is killing me. i would typically come home from work and get high (carts, edibles) but now i just come home and sit in the dark in silence on my phone. i dont think i enjoy my hobbies anymore :( but i want to change, i want this time of day to be less miserable for me :( is there anything i can do? im trying ashwganda, chamomile, and lemon balm to help.

So i recently posted about my brand new POC Only discord server in another sub, but my post is getting highjacked by bitter white people and tap dancers :/ this harassment, which has continued for a few days, has really been hitting me hard. I’m just looking for guidance on what to do? Should I deleted my post?

I literally could not find anywhere else that would let me post this, so here it goes: I made a Glitch discord server for fans of color! And before you start, No, I did not do this to be exclusionary. I made this server because I, as a black nerd, feel frequently outcast in fandom spaces and am looking to create a safe space for POC Glitch fans to talk, hangout, and find community. If you see this post and have any other places for me to share this, please! let! me! know! Thank you for reading, here’s my link: https://discord.gg/eBVkVGXtf