u/lenglams

obv we know michael wanted kids from her and honestly jackson and presley blood would have been insanely cool. but i can‘t help and wonder how did he think that was going to happen? was he going to ask her to not have sex and use a sperm donor lol?.. was he actually going to touch her and have his own sperm used? what was the plan afterward? he didn‘t want to live with a woman in his life, would he want to get rid of her the way he did with debbie so he had the kids on his own? wasn‘t he aware that lisa probably wouldn‘t have put up with that? did he think she’d sit there and tell the world that’s his kids when he used a sperm donor? gosh i have so many questions and it‘s a shame we will never get the answers. i wish somebody would speak up or he‘d written a diary as messed up as that is

have there ever been any relatives or close friends coming out with anything specific regarding what she has? obv she‘s mentally unwell but what is the diagnosis? could she be treated without making her as miserable as she was when she was on meds in her eyes? what were the meds? soooo many questions

does anybody think there is a more than low probability they‘ll have an europe tour any time soon or you think they‘re done with that?

there are so many books about michael ofc negative and positive or ones meant to be positive but actually being negative (frank cascios book). i wanted to ask if anybody has free links/pdfs to any interesting books

i‘m 23, female and feel so fucking ugly. i dont even leave the house, i don‘t enjoy simple things bc i keep thinking about how i look, i never got into a relationship bc i‘m way too insecure and it kills me. i‘m so disgusted by my face. at this point i genuinenly think getting surgery would only benefit but i‘m scared of getting it bc of the anesthesia. i really don‘t know what to do. i know life is not about looks but it fucking feels like it all the time. it makes me so depressed and sad.

i‘m 23, female and feel so fucking ugly. i dont even leave the house, i don‘t enjoy simple things bc i keep thinking about how i look, i never got into a relationship bc i‘m way too insecure and it kills me. i‘m so disgusted by my face. at this point i genuinenly think getting surgery would only benefit but i‘m scared of getting it bc of the anesthesia. i really don‘t know what to do. i know life is not about looks but it fucking feels like it all the time. it makes me so depressed and sad.

soooo i don‘t like my thighs and have been wanting to tattoo them so i feel better about them :). i‘ve been wanting to get something lana related. i have been searching for inspo but most tattoos are relatively small. does anyone here have larger tattoos that are lana inspired or any ideas/inspo?