u/lennstan

looking for good omakase or high quality sushi (not american style rolls) ESPECIALLY fatty tuna

last year we went to yamaguchi in port washington but it felt a little lackluster

our preference is port washington to sag harbor

my partner absolutely does not want to go into the city

After taking a weekend trip to Baltimore, and Maryland, I didn’t realize how old bay is so prevalent and important over there.

I thought it was just like a long island or eastern thing because I grew up with my mother using it literally every single time she made chicken.

Did anyone else grow up with old bay being really common? I feel like it still is. Didn’t realize it has such a cult following in other states..

I’ve already been doing port jeff and sunken meadow, but looking for other places around that I can go and sit for a while from 5-8 and draw or paint

TIA

I’m 24, and I was in a good healthy relationship with my boyfriend for 5 years. We had a lot of traumatic events that happened with my family, and surrounding individuals that kept one by one accumulating to me. The turning point was my ex friend assaulting my boyfriend last october, and at that point I focused entirely on supporting him and started neglecting how it made me feel. I started going down from there.

His job started demanding long and painful hours from him, so I started seeing and talking to him much less. Our house needed a lot of work, but neither of us could do anything so that added too. The person I considered my closest friend had also started becoming distant and at that point I just started losing it.

I distanced myself from everyone. I found people online and reserved to going out constantly to distract myself from my life, thinking i could save myself by chasing temporary relief. I got written up at my job for acting erratically and refusing to do what I was supposed to. I ended up getting too close to someone and cheating on my boyfriend. When he found out its like my whole world shattered. Like I didn’t know who I was anymore. I felt so twisted I tried to commit suicide, and to be honest I had debated overdosing a few days before, and then a week or two before that.

It’s scary not knowing who you are. I let
myself turn into a monster. I destroyed my life, my friendships, and now all I can hear and think about is the anguish I caused my partner. It’s so hard to eat, and make myself sleep. Today I have to go back to work, and remember that everyone would constantly ask me if I was okay, and I lied to everyone day after day.

If only i opened up instead of pushing it all down. I don’t know who I am now, since all I’ve ever done is ignore how I feel. I so desperately want to fix tjings with the man I love but the damage is done and it’s his choice to take me back. I still have the thoughts in my head saying I would be better off dead than where I am now. I feel so lost. I don’t trust myself anymore. When I hear him say he doesn’t even know me I feel the same. I don’t know anymore. My words hold no weight.

I have a therapist I go to. I have medication management next week. After being put in cpep for attempting I’ll have a second counselor to talk to. But I’m just struggling to figure out why I deserve this chance to continue after what I did. I kept desperately hoping someone would save me, but I didn’t allow anyone to. All i can do is be honest from now on, and hope i can rebuild what i broke. im sorry.

hi, looking for a queer for lack of a better word hair stylists that are good with androgynous medium length hair styles

tia