When are they ACTUALLY deleting the memories?
WILL they delete?
Will they delete from the present memories or from the past memories?
How sure are we that they will only stop us from saving more memories and NOT ACTUALLY remove all the photos?
If I do buy space it is like BUYING space for lifetime or are they RENTING us that space?
WHEN IS THAT LAST DATE? Will they give us a LAST countdown?
(Someone posted this discussion over ADRIAN and KIRILL, I was typing a reply for that, but then I thought why not make it as a separate discussion. Ill link that post under and tag the person too.)
They are fricking INTJs thats why. Ni DOMS here they come...
Jonnathan, Eli, Aiden, Kirill, Adrian, Killian, Cole, Nathaniel - ALL are fricking Ni doms. I can smell an Ni-Te user from miles away.
If I had to rank my faves, it will be like: Adrian, Jonnathan, Nathaniel, Kirill, Aiden, Eli, Killian, Cole....
and I still havent finished Rinaverse yet, i still have ashers book to finish and so many more. but from the ones ive read, Ni Dom, Ni Aux with Te Dom, Te aux, Oh my god! idk what is it about them but i love them. and yes I am an ENFP.
Anyways, Now, reaasons for the way I listed these characters: Cole is simply a bitch, one can only tolerate a certain amount of bullying and ignoring. I cant however. Killian and Eli, like meh whatever sure. like nothing that vast and detailed ig. aiden i guess sure like i can see how his parent situation shaped him. meh. okay so the first 4, idk what it is about them, maybe they are actually powerful? and in a leader type of position? And I LOVE a good observant, smart, clever, cunning leader. thats the only thing i can think of currently atm.
Also, I do get a lot of insight on these characters when I analyse their enneagram as well.
Also, all of these characters had ONE clear rival/ equal in their eyes, worthy opponent. - Jonnathan and Ethan, Eli and Landon, Aiden and Cole, Kirill and Adrian, Nathaniel and Kingsley. AND WELL WELL WELL OH WELL... MOST OF THE OPPONENTS ARE ENTPs or ENTJs. hahahaha. funn. Ni, Ti, Te, Ne. - THESE cognitive functions make up these MMCs. with obviously a sprinkle of Fi, Fe, Se, Si.
Lmk yalls thoughts!!!
I feel lightheaded like crazy. Shallow breaths. Almost as if time's slowing down and freezing down. I'm entering this vegetative state. That's when I'm not resisting the emotions. But when I let it actually wash over me... then this happens.
l've been feeling different types of anger since last 2 weeks and I'm having to make sure that I'm not speaking to anyone then. Cuz even the slightest of things are enough to just tick me off and I might just burst out.
My anger is kinda directed at 60% others 40% me.
Mostly others but then it takes a turn around and focuses onto myself, cuz only You can allow to LET anyone do anything to you. And I let them. I let people.
And now idk whom to mentally stab. Where to let my anger out.
People and their opinions on what I should be doing is
GETTING TO ME FR. And me allowing that to get that to me is making me wanna tear apart life.
Suggest me self help books which talk about great ways of perceiving your own self. Teaches boundaries, common sense, civic sense, love for actual improvement and healing, a book which will make you ponder about yourself a lot and eventually make you fix n accept yourself.
Also maybe books on how to deal with yourself being in a near dystopian world.
Just a lot of self love yk. Self acceptance, self reliance, self confidence, self esteem, self fixing, TRYING TO SEE WHY I FEEL THIS THAT WAY. How to rationalise n love myself thru different types of emotions.
How to think straight and pick myself up from falling into any form of negativity. Just a lot of love and positive stuff.
❕❗️Not so shadow workeyy. But more uplifting ❗️❕
(Ive just been feeling super down lately and feel like I have not been loving myself enough or working on myself enough or have not been educating myself enough on how to make myself feel enough n loved.
I feel neglected by my own self and i wanna cry. Exams made me shut self work mostly, for 2-3 months.
And i feel LOSS. deep loss for the time I couldve spent self learning and growing. I feel like ive not been loving myself enough. Yeah. )