I swear solo queuing is actually so frustrating like I’m doing EVERYTHING I CAN to be a good teammate and people just leave fights they LEAD me into all the time. No pings NOTHING. I get Z E R O help in fights ZERO.
P.s pubs is like literally no fun so I play ranked
Sometimes I have this feeling like everything is going to go like really well I start getting super excited and my mindset is extremely positive. I start becoming highly productive and everything seems it’s going right, then all of the sudden BOOM.. In a matter of seconds I feel like my life is going terrible. I overthink about everything I have done wrong and everything I could’ve and need to do better I get this overwhelming feeling of sadness for no reason out of no where even if everything is going fine. I have no idea what the problem is and psychiatrists and therapy never help me.
Loaded in and been stuck on matchmaking for like the last 10 mins.. anybody else having this issue?
Edit: servers are back after like 40+ mins
I just got a new job as a line cook (with no experience) and I’ve been there for 3 days. I thought the anxiety would settle by now and things would get easier but they aren’t. Yes, I’ve had jobs before and no, this feeling didn’t really last this long. I’ve had issues holding jobs due to mental stability and I just want to hold this one without getting so overwhelmed that I end up leaving.
So cool cuz I went in with a picture wanting nothing different and then he sketched this up for me and I was immediately obsessed
I got this unlabelled succulent around 2 weeks ago and it looked like this at the nursery so I assumed that it was okay….but I’m starting to panic that it’s not doing well🥺 if anybody knows if this is normal or maybe whats wrong if it’s not please let me know.
I have watered it once since I got it and I keep it with my other succulents under a grow light anywhere between 7-10hours a day. I move this one and all my other cactus/succulents to a window when I’m using a humidifier on my other plants for a few hours as well.