Everytime I watch this show, I genuinely cant concentrate because of how beautiful she is. I'm into women (also a woman) but its not even attraction or anything, it's just like...Unbelievable. I dont think AI could make a more beautiful woman if you gave it a thousand years to do so. Christ. Anyone else have this? I get so jealous I have to take breaks lmfao and i've literally never experienced that.
Hello. I recently saw some discussion about these helplines (specifically negative experiences people had unfortuntely), and thought people might be interested in knowing what its like on the other side. Specifically, I work for "111"; the mental health crisis option, though it used to be more brazenly a suicide helpline. I do nights, days, evenings, all of it. Ask away if you have any curiosities
Not a tourist btw I'm just on my shitty throwaway, as will become clear by my eating disorder (jk). I lost 25lbs during lockdown and it kind of changed everything, I loved my body until I didnt. I wanted to lose a bit more and be all snatched up, and i tried unsuccessfully by dieting on and off for literally 5 years, and fluctuated CONSTANTLY between 131-136lbs 💔 Peak yoyo dieting. I then moved in with my bf and got a sedentary job and forgot about my weight and am now back up to 146 :( I hate it, I feel big and uncomfortable. I want to get to bmi like 19.7? With a 24 inch waist and then bulk my way up to being a lil heavy but with a fat ass. So how do u people actually stay dialled in to lose any amount of weight. Its so hard. I only do a little modest baby deficit and cant even maintain that
I usually fail because my bf is like babe let's make a whole carbonara from scratch :D and who am I to refuse, or my girls want to meet for lunch and cocktails. I basically only fail socially and thats why I lost so easily in lockdown, bc I could just isolate and dial in.
I resistance train, eat high protein, volume eating, tried fasting. My problem is just maintaining willpower and momentum. Help Me bros, it cant be 7 years of trying and failing for the 24/37 waist to hip ratio dream
Tale as old as time.
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My boyfriend and I were together 3 years. During this time, he didnt speak much at all to M (his friend). He told me he previously had a massive crush on her, but they basically didnt talk or see eachother once during our relationship.
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Anyway. My boyfriend and I broke up because he was hiding p heavy porn use from me and lying about it for 3 years. He told me that he had jacked off to M's bikini pics once while in a relationship with me. We got back together after like 6 months. During this time, he rekindled his friendship with M and she's been a confidant for him during our split. M had a bf who she cheated on regularly. My bf said he was only friends with her out of desperation after our split, because he was lonely, and he doesn't think shes a very good person. Nothing happened between them - but to be very frank, I dont think my bf is M's type. If she had offered, I dont think he'd have declined.
He's been trying super hard to make things work with me. He took me on holiday, is being completely open and honest, telling me everything, etc.
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My bf is still friends with M. He says he doesn't want to meet up w her because he feels that's crossing boundaries, but they are still texting and chatting; she recently broke up with her bf. He says he wants to be there for her because it feels wrong to just throw her away after she was there for him, but I'm really not comfortable with it. Is it wrong of me to ask him to cut her off completely?
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Kidding. But also not kidding. Actively trying to find a new one to distract from the brutal well of grief and loss and I can't even pretend to put them on a pedestal. I look at them and just see every flaw sticking out of them like thorns.
I'm also gay, but the women i want dont want me.
So for now, I enjoy my life as a simple suicidal depressive instead of a borderline. Yay
Hi. Willing to pay a premium, currently experiencing some extreme grief n need to get my hands on something to take the edge off a bit. Edibles would be ideal, but i can smoke too. Thankyou.
I will literally send you my ID and a photo of me or whatever if you want, im not a police officer. If you don't trust it (fair) then please leave me alone and keep scrolling your reddit. I am desperate and severely suicidal and trying to stay alive
- The insomnia. If you do manage to fall asleep you're waking up on the hour to check your phone/yell for them. Enjoy. This will probably be your life for the next few months, maybe year.
- Finding out they've made any tiny miniscule step to move on and having violent panic attacks as though you haven't been doing 100x worse since breakup day 1. As though it hasn't been months. What did you expect?
- Dreaming about them every single night
- Hearing their voice/seeing them in public (you didn't really but you sure thought you did. Any time you step out the house btw).
- The constant "they were SUPPOSED to be the ONE" feeling that just hits you out of nowhere and gets you on your knees
- Thinking of them everytime you masturbate because you associated sex with them for so long
- Crying in every bathroom in your city
- The comedown to reality when you do manage to distract yourself for a few hours
- The few days of "I'm getting better, I'm over it. I really am better off. Im so thankful for my human life, my youth, my opportunities. My strength in enforcing my boundaries :)" *the most severe crash out youve ever had in your life hours later
- Drinking to forget and blackout even though you dont even forget. You never forget. You probably call them.
I'm at the 4 month mark. IM THE ONE WHO LEFT. (dishonesty and unfaithulness). When the HELL does it get better guys.