u/mikeportly

Probably not gonna make it tonight. As “Violins” says: anxiety! Anxiety! 😵‍💫🙃Anyway, my miss is your make. Comment with your favorite Lagwagon song and I’ll pick one before 5 PM today.

Been up and down the peaks and valleys of anxiety/agoraphobia for 10+ years. Pandemic didn’t help matters when it came to my hobby/triumph over anxiety of driving into San Francisco to go to concerts. Attacks mostly reared their head on the freeway, and then dreadfully on the Golden Gate Bridge which made me stop traveling across it altogether. Anyway, all this to say my big dilemma is that I was supposed to go to a show tonight but have kinda resigned to not going and can’t quite tell if it’s just me being expectant of the anxiety, depression consequent of that, or simply old age/laziness lol. I know the only way out is through and have been to CBT and medicated, et al. But this seems like a 0 to 100 type outing for me since I haven’t been on a “big city” adventure in a couple years now. I needed to vent this somewhere and am not looking for anyone to say I’m doing the right thing, but am I crazy to think maybe I should allow myself a little grace here?

TL;DR: out of practice with immersion therapy, thinking it’d be too much to conquer driving/slight bridge triggers tonight on a whim.

Hello! I just remembered a video from 10 or so years ago. Her name was Krista, she had dyed red hair, and she was doing perfume and cologne samples like working the counter at a store. She stopped uploading regularly not long after that so I’m hoping it’s still on YouTube…

Can anyone track it down?

Apologies if this has been asked. Photoshop Express was ruined some time ago, as I’m sure at least some of you know. Are there any similar mobile apps that are up to snuff?

We need Ong Bak and The Protector remasters! That is all.