Same as the title. I can shove the suitcase under the seat hopefully so it shouldn't be a problem for fellow passengers.
But I have to change lines and all . If the train becomes too filled then i won't be able to extract my luggage in time .
Ideally I'd take a cab but the traffic is too horrible for me to risk it.
This question really plagues me a lot. I love my family a lot. Parents and siblings . But honestly I'm always scared for them . Theo problems become my problems. Their happiness becomes my happiness (not all times but most times). But the anxiety I feel when something bad happens to any of them . The misery and pain . It's too much.
This is why I have no intention of loving anyone . Ever. Because I am afraid that their problems will become mine. Their anxiety Will synchronise with mine. .
Essentially to me, loving someone is asking for more problems. More anxiety (I have huge anxiety issues. Personal. )
What are your thoughts? Especially old people who have married and settled down. How do you feel about your kids.?
The idea of having kids some day scares the crap Outta me .. their problems will again be my problems. They trip and fall in school. I'm miserable . They face heartbreak. I'm miserable.
Most of my life I intend to draw a circle around myself and keep it like that. I don't like letting people into the circle. Cause once they do I feel like I start experiencing their emotions...
Not saying love is worthless or something stupid like that. It's just... The cost is too much. Can't afford to pay it. Outside of my family I have never loved anyone despite living for 22 years
It's misery again 😭. I knew this is how it would turn out but man. Darrow holding onto pure cope. Sevro blaming darrow (rightfully) . Darrow blaming himself. Getting cooked by apple.
The only silver lining of hope is Cassius. Fucking love it when both Cassius and darrow are in the same team.
Just look at this peak
\> So no more of this for your coffee. No more cowering. You’re Cassius Bellona.”
\> “Ow.”
\> “Not in the Republic.”
\> “No, not au. Ow. Harsh critique.”
\> “Oh.”
\> “Right. My turn.”
\> “I didn’t agree to a game,”
Or this :
> "You need me. After all, steel sharpens steel.” I lean back. “Don’t give me that face.”
“What face?”
“That constipated wargod face. Minotaur messed you up. But I think we can make you even better than you were at your prime. If you let us.” He puts his hand over my mouth. “You say one word about the gala, I will turn this ship around.”
I hope darrow and Cassius always work together from here on 🥹
I'm a 22 year old from a 3rd world country. I am about to graduate as a cs engineer. We have campus placements in the final year. I messed them up. Couldn't land a job. I was in severe depression for 3 months. Even contemplating self harm sometimes . I managed to score a internship with average (enough to survive) stipend. And moved cities. I know I'm not doing good. But the fact that I can earn money and survive without asking anyone for help or debts has to mean something right? . It's not an achievement I know.
Anyway today my parents decided to give me a serious talk.
They said I need to step up and take responsibility for my sibling at least ( I'm the oldest) if not the whole family. My family is not doing well financially. Now my parents want me to skill up asap and move to a high paying job and support my family.
I get it. It's my responsibility. In fact I am making some efforts. But the thing is Pressure. I feel scared. Job hunt is miserable. Again those rejection emails..again those brutal loops. It's fine i can take it but combined with the family pressure? I feel like I'll enter my depression arc again. I might end up doing something drastic. I am a loser i know it..but the world is dead set at making sure i never forget that. No matter where i go.
The guilt of not being able to support my family is destroying me . They think that I have genuinely moved on from them . New city. Earning enough money to keep myself cozy.
For people older than me . Did you support your families at my age. ? How did you do it? Please give me any advice.
Bruh i had her here. It was meant to be a tie godammit.
Sentinels set
I'm curious what themes do you guys think ss does well and what themes are not done well.
Imo : freedom theme is done really badly. Maybe I am the only one. But when the name of the novel is shadow slave and mcs aspect is called shadow slave i expected freedom to be a central theme. Maybe it was a central theme but the execution was just not upto the mark.
I haven't read volume 11 yet tbf.
So it's taking me shit ton of time to collect it... I still need the magic. Have all others. But the lamb season / special event ends in 5 hrs... I know lamb will return. I have seen him a lot of times. Question is will cordyceps return ..
Hello everyone. I'm a fresh graduate. I finished my final semester as a CS major in may. I have started working in a startup . I want to know if my current work will be useful for my future and long term goals. ...
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Firstly Background: Mainly backend. Finished an internship at an infra company. I did do some solid work. Ci cd pipelines. Writing test cases. Building features and deploying them... Etc. My academic background is ML. Specifically CV. I have one research internship where i worked on detection and tracking and a bunch of classic CV problems. Strictly speaking my ML/CV skills are purely academic / research oriented as I have hardly worked outside of notebooks.
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Current work: swe at a robotics startup. Working on a bunch of optimisation problems. And writing algorithms . Path planning , control, perspectives and so on. Optimising some of the algorithms... Etc. It's the type of work where leetcode skills are used more if you get me. Also as it is a robotics company. Occasionally i am required to interact with hardware.
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Future goals. Swe at big tech. First priority. Or ML role at big tech. Second priority.... I'm cool with both .
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Thing is I am very burned out from my work already. If you tell me if you have to develop skills on the side I most probably can't do it. So this work has to count for something...
Hey folks. I wanted to try fedora kde plasma. I currently have a dual booted laptop with windows and Ubuntu. Is it 45 gb enough space for this? I don't have any big goals. I just wanna try it out. (Vm feels weird to me . ) If i like it I'll move from Ubuntu where most of my dev work is . Rn I just wanna do some ricing and stuff and see how far I can take it.
Now for the triple boot. Can I follow the same thing I did for dual boot previously?
Flash a usb with etcher . Boot from it. Hope fedora uses something like gparted for the memory allocation. So that I can directly make partition there itself instead of making partition prior and then using it. ...
Hello. I'm new to Bengaluru. I need a place with consistent internet for an interview. As well as no disturbance cause it's a video call. Please suggest in the Whitefield area if possible....
I am ok with any pricing tbh.. provided they don't fail.
Please and thank you