u/mo4nmyn4me

They commented ts on a post of me asking if theres anyone in my area then deleted it ughhh

u/Traditional-Row1155

Im so sick of only having homophobic irl friends

I just realised there isnt any? Sooo feel free 2 join mine! I just made it btw its: r/jubail_mfs

Seriously im sick of being friendless ugghhh

Just for clarification i live in the middle east - specifically the gulf - and NO ONE is open abt their LGBTQ sexuality nor do ppl show acceptance in any way.

Me (15 F) has had a crush on my bestfriend 4 a month at that point, also (15 F), i finally decided 2 come out as Bisexual to her just to know if i should confess or not and luckly she was Bisexual too, but honestly we were just always so touchy w eachother.

It all started when i came over 2 her house n at that point i just wanted 2 kiss her so baddd, we were just chatting n then she randomly brought up a hint id dropped her weeks ago - it was basically abt how much im into kissing n stuff - i never thought she'd pick up on it but she did! She processed to say that shes into these things too, ik it might sound silly but ppl here r so conservative, then she asked me if i liked her, i nodded, i asked her if she did n she nodded too.

We r both very shy n awkward so we just kept glancing at eachother waiting 4 the other person to make the first move, i asksd her if shes had her first kiss n she said shes kissed FOUR girls be4, im NOT judging, ive kissed three ppl too, but she only got in 1 irl relationship, i finally build up the courage to kneel forward 2 kiss her, i played wet by daisy n the scouts too lol, i held her face n as were both getting closer our lips almost touch!!! SHE MOVES HER FUCKING HEAD TO THE SIDE! i was so shocked, but at the same time i didnt want 2 guilt trip her but i just started crying from embarrassment, i asked her y she did that n she said that she thought i was gonna kiss her on the cheek?? We've already broke the barrier but wtv.

I kept telling her that im fine, n then she told me that she just doesn't wanna move things too fast. Which i tottaly get, she told me that she loved me no matter what, i stayed for 1 more hour, we were being super touchy n flirty w eachother n i just didnt bring up the kiss.

Fast forward to me leaving she gave me a rlly tight hug, i started rubbing her n going down her waist, then i kissed her cheek, right when i was abt to go she kissed ME, i was so fucking surprised n i obv kissed her back, we both have braces so it wasnt the besr kiss ever:( BUT the fact it was her made it my favorite one, we kissed like 2 more times i told her i loved hef n left.

Then next day at skl she was even sweeter than usual, but then during the weekend she told me over text that she jusr wants us to stay friends which was sad to hear but i was fine w it as long as were spending time together, but after the weekend she was being rlly dry w me, I kept asking her what's wrong but she just told me that shes tired, she texted that what happened between us was wrong n that it shouldve never happened IT WAS JUST A KISS IM LIT UR FIFTH KISS WTF??!!! She said that she never wanted to but i pressured her by crying, she was still being nice 2 me but just didnt wanna be my friend anymore. Which i just had to accept:(

Now days we just awkwardly glance at eachother in the hallways, BUT what ion get is that if we both like eachother, single and have had kissed girls in the past, what makes this one so sinful and morally wrong?! I just dont get it we were so perfect 2gether. tl;dr - my bsf kissed, n cut all ties :(

Just for clarification i live in the middle east - specifically the gulf - and NO ONE is open abt their LGBTQ sexuality nor do ppl show acceptance in any way.

Me (15 F) has had a crush on my bestfriend 4 a month at that point, also (15 F), i finally decided 2 come out as Bisexual to her just to know if i should confess or not and luckly she was Bisexual too, but honestly we were just always so touchy w eachother.

It all started when i came over 2 her house n at that point i just wanted 2 kiss her so baddd, we were just chatting n then she randomly brought up a hint id dropped her weeks ago - it was basically abt how much im into kissing n stuff - i never thought she'd pick up on it but she did! She processed to say that shes into these things too, ik it might sound silly but ppl here r so conservative, then she asked me if i liked her, i nodded, i asked her if she did n she nodded too.

We r both very shy n awkward so we just kept glancing at eachother waiting 4 the other person to make the first move, i asksd her if shes had her first kiss n she said shes kissed FOUR girls be4, im NOT judging, ive kissed three ppl too, but she only got in 1 irl relationship, i finally build up the courage to kneel forward 2 kiss her, i played wet by daisy n the scouts too lol, i held her face n as were both getting closer our lips almost touch!!! SHE MOVES HER FUCKING HEAD TO THE SIDE! i was so shocked, but at the same time i didnt want 2 guilt trip her but i just started crying from embarrassment, i asked her y she did that n she said that she thought i was gonna kiss her on the cheek?? We've already broke the barrier but wtv.

I kept telling her that im fine, n then she told me that she just doesn't wanna move things too fast. Which i tottaly get, she told me that she loved me no matter what, i stayed for 1 more hour, we were being super touchy n flirty w eachother n i just didnt bring up the kiss.

Fast forward to me leaving she gave me a rlly tight hug, i started rubbing her n going down her waist, then i kissed her cheek, right when i was abt to go she kissed ME, i was so fucking surprised n i obv kissed her back, we both have braces so it wasnt the besr kiss ever:( BUT the fact it was her made it my favorite one, we kissed like 2 more times i told her i loved hef n left.

Then next day at skl she was even sweeter than usual, but then during the weekend she told me over text that she jusr wants us to stay friends which was sad to hear but i was fine w it as long as were spending time together, but after the weekend she was being rlly dry w me, I kept asking her what's wrong but she just told me that shes tired, she texted that what happened between us was wrong n that it shouldve never happened IT WAS JUST A KISS IM LIT UR FIFTH KISS WTF??!!! She said that she never wanted to but i pressured her by crying, she was still being nice 2 me but just didnt wanna be my friend anymore. Which i just had to accept:(

Now days we just awkwardly glance at eachother in the hallways, BUT what ion get is that if we both like eachother, single and have had kissed girls in the past, what makes this one so sinful and morally wrong?! I just dont get it we were so perfect 2gether.