u/motherofcats73

For the first 14 years of my life I didn’t live with her (I lived with my paternal grandparents) I used to visit her during summer breaks but she was extremely aggressive and emotionally manipulative, she married my stepfather when I was 9, he was an extremely abusive guy who tried to be controlling and even sexualised me and my friends for wearing normal skirts and shorts, when I was 14 because my grandparents were sick I had to move in with my mother my stepfather and my half brother, they were struggling to make ends meet and were always frustrated, once I was literally talking to a normal classmate who happened to be a boy nothing shady. They beat me so much, they humiliated me in front of my grandparents and relatives making me feel characterless I wasn’t allowed to leave the house after 5, I wasn’t allowed to go to sleep overs and birthday parties (they called it strict parenting but I realise it was their attempt to gain over control to vent out their frustration), at 23 when I got molested my mother told my molester in front of me that she trusted him more, when I told him a man attempted to rape me she told me I’m not allowed into poojas and temples and I shouldn’t marry a decent man I will bring shame on him. And all of this while pretending to be “chill” in front of the relatives and pretending to be a “cool aunt” I hope in next life I could be born into a house of a woman who knows how to be a mother or not be born at all, not every mother is a blessing.

My results are not out yet and I’m very very anxious, what is the result in your college? Did they pass everyone in ENT and Ophthalmology I don’t understand what is happening

I just got done with my final year mbbs exams and want to start preparation for neet pg soon, how do I do it? Can I still get in top ranks? I’m extremely clueless please help me

We had to switch between patients and I couldn’t find the sanitiser and Pg was the only familiar face there so I asked him where the sanitiser is and he screamed at me he was like “ there is a certain hierarchy learn to respect that, ask nurses such questions”. I mean what the hell, no teachers, professors or HODs screamed at us like that. I felt so low the whole day