u/neekehehe

The only person I’ve ever loved is getting married.

Life has been extremely shitty to me. I pushed through each time, barely making it out alive. I have treatment resistant depression. My therapist and my psychiatrist have given up on me. I’ve given up on me. But he never did. He was the only light in my life. He was good. And he loves me. But seeing how shitty my mental health was, he realized he didn’t want to be with someone like me. Only the romantic feelings died. But he still loved and cared about me so much as a friend. He kept showing up for me. He’s going to get married now. I’m happy for him. I truly want the best for him. But it also hurts so much. I hate my depression and what it’s made me. I’m in so much pain and the only person I’ve ever can speak to about this is him. But I can’t do that. Will anyone ever be able to love me if I’m not cured?

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u/neekehehe — 15 hours ago
▲ 4 r/Kochi

Looking for a roommate I can actually vibe with

Hi everyone,

I know roommate/apartment posts are pretty common here, and yes, I'm already checking Facebook groups, OLX, and other housing platforms. I'm posting here as well because my situation is a bit urgent and I need to move out fairly soon.

I'm a 24-year-old working professional looking for a female roommate to share an apartment in Kochi. Ideally, I'd like to find someone I can get along with, since I've had some not-so-great roommate experiences in the past.

A little about me: I love reading, playing guitar, anime, Formula 1, and generally having my own space. I'm respectful of privacy, won't interfere in your life, and would appreciate the same in return. The only things I really care about are basic hygiene, mutual respect, and a peaceful living environment.

If you're looking for a roommate too, or know of any leads, please feel free to DM me. Thanks!

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u/neekehehe — 20 days ago
▲ 147 r/CPTSD

Hello, I’m really sick and completely alone right now.

I’m alone. I don’t really have anyone else. I had a really bad breakup recently from a long term relationship. I’m burning up. I accidentally broke my glasses. I also had a really bad day today. My nose is blocked and I’m about to get my period so I can’t stop crying. I feel horrible. I don’t have anyone else to ask - so can someone please be nice to me for a minute please? I’m so sorry I have to ask.

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u/neekehehe — 1 month ago
▲ 10 r/CPTSD

How do I stop crying?

I know crying is healthy but the amount of crying I do is definitely not. I cry at least 3-4 times every single day. I cry at the tiniest of things. I’ve become such a sensitive person. When I was younger, I would only cry maybe once or twice a year. But now, I can’t stop myself from crying. I cry until I’m shaking and can’t breathe. I tear up all the time. I’m embarrassed of myself. My excessive crying has made people around me treat me like I’m glass. That I’ll crack at the tiniest of touch. I hate it. I hate myself for crying. But no matter what I do, I can’t stop crying. If I try to hold it in, my throat burns and my eyes start tearing up and then I cry even more. I’m 24 years old. I don’t want to be like this anymore.

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u/neekehehe — 2 months ago
▲ 25 r/Kochi

If this was your last day in the world, where in Kochi would you spend it?

First place that pops into your head. Or maybe, your comfort place.

I picture myself watching a sunset on my last day on Earth. But I can’t think of a specific place I would want to watch it at.

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u/neekehehe — 2 months ago