I wrote this song about the myth of Apollo and Daphne, trying to interpret both characters by using a different pitch. Not the greatest singer but I tried my best.
The lyrics focus on the chasing scene.
Made with Bandlab and played with a harpika.
Never had a vocal coach, but I like to sing the songs I write as a hobby. My voice might have flaws, my technique might not be perfect, but it's something I stopped worrying about. I like to bring my songs to life.
No pitch correction, just a slight reverb.
The song is only a draft and incomplete.
The song is about unrequited love, stalking and possessiveness.
The recent events around the world inspired me.
I needed a way to express this sense of helplessness I'm experiencing.
The main instrument is a harpika, while the rest was made on Bandlab.
I feel very lonely sometimes. My boyfriend claims he knows nothing about music and can't provide feedback. He's not very into any kind of art because his mind is too "mathematical" or "too logical" and can't feel/see the beauty in such things. He can't grasp the "beauty" even in landscapes. Okay, I can understand that, but it's sad the fact you can't rely on the closest person you have.
On the other hand, I only have 3 friends, one of them moved to another country and she's the only one that is kind of supportive. The other 2 simply don't care.
My dad (my mom died when I was 19) can only say "this music sounds sad....are you sad?" so he's not really helpful.
My aunt and grandmother don't go much beyond the "nice".
That's it.
Now I wonder if it is worth paying to distribute my music (as long as I find a good distributor) or if I should just keep it on YouTube.
Sorry for the rant but I feel very frustrated about it.
I'm a very insecure person that always seeks validation from others because my self-esteem is very low.
How do you deal with that?
Also sorry for my English.