u/nonchalantonionhead

30F, single, no kids. Im mainly here for work. But during my first year here, i immediately moved in with a partner. We were together for four years, and honestly, parehas kaming walang masyadong friends. At least siya, born and raised dito. Ako, on the other hand, mag isa lang talaga.
Kapag wala siya, parang lost din ako. Hirap din talaga akong makipagkaibigan, siguro dahil na rin sa personality ko, or idk. 😅
Now that im on my own, i feel so lost. Im slowly realizing how little of Metro Manila ive actually experienced and how much ive isolated myself. Maybe its finally time to get out there, explore, and start meeting ppl. But idk where to begin.

I think i have been in a dark place lately… or maybe ive always been in a dark place, ive just been able to cope every now and then. Lately tho i have been going through a period of spiritual disconnect, and its been so depressing.
Ive always believed that Jesus is looking after me, so why do i feel so distant from Him? Ive been sinning, pushing ppl away, and being so mean to people. Then, by the end of the day, im left feeling exhausted and guilty.

Today, I decided to buy a Holy Bible, but i honestly dont know where to begin. It feels so overwhelming. Can anyone please guide me as someone who’s doing this for the very first time and also struggles with a short attention span? I want to seek to truth and understand the word of God.

I think i have been in a dark place lately… or maybe ive always been in a dark place, ive just been able to cope every now and then. Lately tho i have been going through a period of spiritual disconnect, and its been so depressing.
Ive always believed that Jesus is looking after me, so why do i feel so distant from Him? Ive been sinning, pushing ppl away, and being so mean to people. Then, by the end of the day, im left feeling exhausted and guilty.

Today, I decided to buy a Holy Bible, but i honestly dont know where to begin. It feels so overwhelming. Can anyone please guide me as someone who’s doing this for the very first time and also struggles with a short attention span? I want to seek to truth and understand the word of God.

Ang sched ko mag turok is every saturday. Ok lng kaya to?

So far, wla tlga masyadong significant change except for when i updose to 30mg this month. Parang bumaba tlga appetite ko kse ang bilis ko na tlga mabusog. However my challenge kse is ung energy ko. Diko alam kung dahil malapit na red days ko or what, pero diko na kaya mag gym tlga these days. Aside sa wala akong ka energy2, masakit dn palagi katawan ko. Thats why im deciding to take NAD+ together with tirz. I wanna hear your thoughts po and advice dn from someone experiencing the same thing.