everyone either says it damages the channel or helps it . but shorts and long videos have different algorithm so ..?? but the subs i make from shorts aren't going to watch my long videos right? so what should i do?
oh and how much duration of a view is a engaged view? if i make shorts of 35-40 seconds does 5 seconds count as an engaged view?
everyone either says it damages the channel or helps it . but shorts and long videos have different algorithm so ..?? can i?
oh and how much duration of a view is a engaged view? if i make shorts of 35-40 seconds does 5 seconds count as an engaged view?
everyone either says it damages the channel or helps it . but shorts and long videos have different algorithm so ..?? can i?
oh and how much duration of a view is a engaged view? if i make shorts of 35-40 seconds does 5 seconds count as an engaged view?
i have 53 subs. unlisted 6 roblox long videos in malaysian and a short i made in English
i want to make education shorts in malaysian i made one that i edited n i think its good but no views, 4 views all mine it literally didn't get pushed at all
Should i restart my channel ? Maybe YT is confused because I changed niche n unlisted all my videos? it's my 6th channel in 1½year🤦♀️
i feel so tired like constantly tired like now i didnt do anything n feel tired .
if i socialize after a while my mouth hurts.
even this day i didnt do anyt but I'll have to go out for a pizza so i can't study bc I'll be too tired then .
i keep postponing things i wanna do like makeup, workout , yt vids bc im tired.
sometimes when people talk i mentally reply bc i hv no energy of opening my mouth. i forget things i wanna say also sometimes. when i was little i didn't hv this problem i think it got worse w years . but my brain is always on like with songs , monologues etc so i actually have things to say but im to tired to talk .
years ago i used to stay awake until 2 am but now i can barely stay awake until 21:00.
if i run 10 seconds i start getting tired
should i worry
So lately I've been drawn to short , 5 letters names (for girls since I'm a girl) and I want to know more of them. Bonus point if they're muslim, can be nicknamed n end with A but I'm open to every name ! (except imani, fitri, aisha, naomi i don't like them)
The ones I already like are :
Fatma (but people said it sounds like fat man😔)
Diana / Diane
Zahra
Cinta (means love in indonesian)
Tiara
Rahma
Noura
Viola
names i like but aren't 5 letters : Jacqueline (i love it but it's too long n difficult to pronounce ) , Aiko (would use it but I'm not japanese) , i like elegant names too
might have to do with the social trauma i endured but, I'm genuinely terrified that someone will make lies to ruin my life .
for example i imagine myself finally having the life i want , friends, high paying job, then some person who hates me makes up a lie like that I'm a slut, a racist, a pedophile or whatever and everyone hates me forever and I'll have no way out if not of the one of ...
i have started to seek reassurance but at the same time i read stories about people who have endured terrifying stories and I can't think about anything else if not "that's going to be me"
i mean, i know noone cares about me that much, but what if i meet an unhinged person who makes it their goal to actively ruin my life ? fear of uncertainty. i hate it.
I don't post myself on social media because I'm scared someone will post my face and say that I've done false things, I am so envious of other people who can just post theirselves and live carelessly because they can, and i know I can't, i know the moment I'll try to act unbothered by this disorder instead of monitorating the possible risks, my life will get ruined. i feel uniquely vulnerable and targeted .
i have struggled with obsessive compulsive disorder since i was 6 but it worsened in 2024. my obsession was about fear of AI and it lasted one year and a half . i still remember my account that i used to make borderline insane posts on how i was scared that ai would replace everything from socialization to jobs to..everything. now that the AI obsession has been replaced with this one, i actually miss my AI obsession phase . i hate this new OCD of mine , because it's personal and i feel unsafe even being perceived, because I'm scared that only by existing, people will hate me and actively try to destroy my reputation and life.
this post sounds insane, I'm sorry, but this is genuinely what i think . i know that I'm overreacting , but i still can't reassure myself.