u/ocramaserf

I need help. About a month ago, I met a girl right on Reddit. I am a Scorpio born on 11/11/1995, while she is Capricorn born on 12/26/2003; we have a bit of an age difference. We are from two very distant countries: she is American and I am Italian. There is an incredible connection when we chat. She has a child and is a mother, while I am the father of a girl. We discussed that this summer she would like to come and vacation here in Italy with me, while I am working to move to her in America. The problem is that we discussed a topic a couple of days ago, about the deception where a person shows one face but is completely different. These are wounds I carry from old relationships, the same situation applies to her. We see a lot of angelic, double, and triple numbers, but since then, we have barely communicated for two days, and she no longer writes to me as sweetly as she did until two days ago. I hope everything isn’t falling apart. She has been single for 4 years, while I have been for 2 years. We are both passionate about Tarot cards (she practices it as a hobby) and we also love horoscopes and everything related to the Zodiac.
Please give me your opinions, because I am really becoming attached to her and I don't want to lose her. I am experiencing incredible feelings inside me without even having seen her, and I want to follow my heart. Thank you to everyone who will reply. Blessings to all.

Ciao a tutti sto vivendo un periodo d’introspezione fortissima interna da Febbraio più o meno, ho come la sensazione che la vita mi sta mettendo alla prova, sono molto solitario e vivo in una profonda solitudine, cosa potrebbe dirmi tutto questo? Inoltre (non so se possa influire) 9 anni fa è venuta a mancare mia mamma, e questa è la ferita più grande che ho dentro di me, proprio oggi ho avuto uno sfogo rileggendomi una lettera che mi scrisse, 2 anni prima di venire a mancare, tutto ciò per dirvi cosa? Che vedo cuori di qualsiasi forma (cibo, nuvole, pietre e tanto altro)