I can’t live like this anymore
I don’t know how to get better, I’ve tried to stop gambling so many times. I just keep losing and losing and losing. I came from a very poor family, survived with food stamps all my childhood. In my twenties I got one opportunity to come work in America, had free food, no rent, so all the money I get from working as a nanny could go to my savings and help my family back in my country. I was doing great, for the first time in my life I had money to travel!!! To go to restaurants!! until I lost all that gambling on those sport betting apps. I barely function now, I got married a few months ago and my husband doesn’t know anything and I can’t tell him because I know he would leave me.