u/peack_dupi

LOOKING FOR PRACTICAL ADVICE ONLY, NOT AN ATTENTION SEEKING POST

3 years of art school and 2, 5 years of animation college (graduating this year), I still have no images in my head and I feel like a child every time I start a new piece. it may be stupid and I know that I can generate at least something, but most of the time it feels like trying to move a mountain. first piece is what made me to post here because in the moment I literally can not make it any better. I will pin some art I made before, but I still dislike it. I don't like the way it looks because of the style, but any changes make it look even worse to me. I often study artists from the past and present, yet I still don't know what I want. none of these pictures have any soul, and drawing feels like a burden because I can't figure out how to visualize an image that would actually satisfy me. my mind is a blank, and experimenting doesn't help.

don't worry, she didn't eat anything

tw: death mentioning

some user in this sub is insisting that I must release my human-imprinted pigeon cause apparently, I'm torturing her by keeping her in my house. here are two articles about releasing pigeons that rely on humans to survive. even white pigeons (that are released on weddings as a ritual) who lived in the company of pigeons and flew free feel disorentized and get lost and die when they are released at a wedding in the city. even these pigeons do not have all the necessary skills to survive.

https://westshorewildlife.org/buddy

https://www.pigeonrescue.org/2019/09/16/releasing-doves-at-ceremonies-why-you-shouldnt-do-it/

In this video I keep my head turned away, but if she can, she climbs her beak inside and like...? chomps? she has all the necessary minerals, but for some reason she gets into people's ears. idk if it's ok for a pigeon to do

(ЗЕЛЕНАЯ ФОТКА ДЛЯ ПРИВЛЕЧЕНИЯ ВНИМАНИЯ)

йооо я подумал, что моя предыдущая анкета была объективно пососной и решил переделать.

я матвей (17), ищу отношения, в которых можно будет играть в игры, обсуждать общие интересы, смотреть кино, гулять и просто дурачиться. мне кажется, что в отношениях важно быть хорошим друзьями и любить откисать друг с другом, поэтому буду рад контактировать с вами ирл. сам учусь последний год в колледже, из за этого на неделе свободного времени не оч много, а вот на выходных с радостью готов видеться. щас увлекаюсь халфой, еще очень люблю тфку. сам я редко начинаю погружаться во что то новое, но если вы предложите, я с радостью зашарю. из хобби - рукодельничаю, играю в компьютер, рисую, делаю анимации. время от времени фотографирую, но редко :Р

ещё я безумно люблю птиц (на животных у меня аллергия) - дома два голубя, возможно заведу попугая. я ещё не начинал бердвотчить, но чувствую, что все к этому идёт.

я не на згт и вряд ли начну до завершения колледжа, пасс средний. ваш пасс мне не важен

единственное, о чем я немного переживаю - я почти асексуален и обсуждение любых сексуализированных тем мне неприятно

what types of intolerance disappeared after the alliance took over? and which ones emerged/became stronger?

upd. I was talking mainly about human relations with each other. it's obvious that combine hates people

we took her to the doctor (one of the best in Moscow, so I really trust them) and were told we have an absolutely healthy bird with no illness or trauma. my girl is happy and active, she's not acting strange, but almost every morning she vomits with stones and seeds she ate. idk what to do and if I should be worried. (this morning she was sleeping on my shoulder as I slept and decided to vomit on my face, lol)

they even fed me and gave me a job, thinking I'm just some random civilian. feeling shitty about it rn.