I love you so much
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I love you so much

I write letters to you, I give you gifts, I love you more than anyone ever will. You are mine, my love. You won't leave me. You CAN'T leave me. I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you! You are so perfect no one can understand! I'm so happy you are MINE and MINE only! I love spending time with you and want to spend 24/7 with you! Always be near you and let no one get close!

u/pink_irrelevantHuman — 3 days ago
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How i am when he says anything about leaving ♡

Sometimes my boyfriend threatens to leave if he feels pressured or feels like I don't love him anymore even though i show him so much and for the past year that i love him more than anyone. I even gave up on my career plan and left my friends for him. I isolated him, now he has two friends (and they are my friends) though now i feel regret because there's less us time and more friend time (or art time). My boyfriend knows what i'll do impulsively if he tries to actually leave. He loves me, he says he does and shows it in his own way. I love him so much<3

u/pink_irrelevantHuman — 4 days ago

My boyfriend wants less time with me

This is my first time posting here, so i'm a bit nervous..

My boyfriend is an artist of sorts, he loves drawing and i love his art. We spend basically all day - every day together but lately he has been wanting to spend more of his time drawing than to spend time with me. It's stressing me out really bad and he knows that but all he says is "that's what you get for dating an artist" and stuff close to that.

Being away from him or having a lack of his attention for more than 30 minutes is already stressing me as it is. Now he gets an attitude whenever I dont want him to draw most of the day. He also doesn't want a schedule. Being away from him for too long hurts and it's worse that it's a long distance relationship!

I posted this here because i want to find others who understand me and maybe can give advice if they have any. I feel sick thinking about being away from him for so long.

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u/pink_irrelevantHuman — 5 days ago

Is anyone here abrosexual too?

I'm sorry if this isn't the right place to put it but I need to get this out there.

So I'm Abrosexual. Which means my sexuality is fluid meaning one day I could be straight and then the next I could be lesbian and then the next I could be AroAce.

Which sucks because I have a boyfriend which is bigender and whenever I start feeling aroace it hurts because I know I can't feel romantic or sexual attraction towards him like that I mean I do like very little but it's more admiration. It's just my boyfriend won't understand so I can't even explain it to him and I'm not sure what to do because my sexuality is fluid. Can't really tell my bf that i become aroace or aro or just ace at random

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u/pink_irrelevantHuman — 5 days ago

Some fears of beyond.

,So I don't commonly think of the afterlife. Honestly i don't know if i even believe in the afterlife.

Though every time i remember my age, i get super scared to where i'll have a panic attack. I'm 18 (19 in july) meaning i'll be 20 soon and It terrifies me. I then remember i won't live forever and then it makes me think about the afterlife and if there is one. I used to be christian but left it at 14. No religion fully calls to me because i believe they all exist. I'm starting to believe in reincarnation. Idk how atheists don't fear dying as much.

What if it's just pitch black? What if there is a heaven and a hell? What if hell isn't burning? So many what ifs, it scares me because i don't have an answer. Its not death itself i'm scared of. Its what comes after. I don't want to have panic attacks over it but i'm not sure how to stop having them.

(Yes I'm a satanist that believes my version of satan exists but i still have fear thinking about it for too long. I have posted this twice before but i wanted to ask here for advice but please be nice)

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u/pink_irrelevantHuman — 6 days ago

Issue with my sexuality!

So this is mostly just about one thing but I don't have anywhere else I can put it because every other read it that I found it seems like I can't post this on there so I'm sorry if this isn't the right place to put it but I need to get this out there.

So I'm Abrosexual. Which means my sexuality is fluid meaning one day I could be straight and then the next I could be lesbian and then the next I could be AroAce. Which sucks because I have a boyfriend which is bigender and whenever I start feeling aroace it hurts because I know I can't feel romantic or sexual attraction towards him like that I mean I do like very little but it's more admiration. It's just my boyfriend won't understand so I can't even explain it to him and I'm not sure what to do because my sexuality is fluid.

A funny thing to leave this post off. I am a transgender genderfluid abrosexual. Which i make a joke about saying that I'm fluid!

u/pink_irrelevantHuman — 7 days ago

Redesign of my bf oc! (I asked)

First is his and the second is mine! Here are some facts about em!

They are an entity, stole the body of their best friend, was originally from the mid-evil (or however you spell it) times but is currently in 1826. If she touches you, you become flowers and die instantly. She is multiple decades old yet looks 18. She doesn't have a gender but she normally goes by she/her due to the timeline.

Plz say ur opinion (not rating)

u/pink_irrelevantHuman — 11 days ago

I'm a Theistic Satanist, AMA!

I've been in and out of it but finally settled (fn) in satanism. I wanna open an AMA for fun! We believe in spiritual or religious worship of Satan as a literal, supernatural being.

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u/pink_irrelevantHuman — 12 days ago

Pride month ★vent★

(Me and my dad)

My father is extremely weird when it comes to lgbtq. 1 minute he will say the same sex marriages and dating is fine as long as it does interfere with his life but then he turns around and doesn't accept the rest of the community. He has a gay brother yet makes it very clear that I am not transgender even with him not knowing I am. I can't ever tell if I'll be safe telling him or if I should just keep it to myself until I leave the house.

I'm pretty sure he's also one of those Christian people that believe God doesn't make mistakes and that you should stay as you're born and he's just trans homophobic as it is.

Is anyone also going through something like this?

u/pink_irrelevantHuman — 13 days ago

Made my recent drawing in gacha

Also tell me what you think about my recent drawing cuz I'm still learning to draw online

u/pink_irrelevantHuman — 27 days ago