u/pizzagender

I hate going on Facebook in general but especially going on and seeing random posts from family members being transphobic. Like, that's what you decide to post? Not about your kids accomplishments or like your garden or what you thought about a movie you watched? You just decide to casually throw out hateful stuff, I wonder if I came out if they'd feel bad or double down

On top of that a close friend, the only person I've told I'm trans, knowing I'm married, decided to hit on me and ruin our friendship so now I'm feeling even more alone

And on top of even that I'm in the middle of moving houses, I feel like I'm suffocating

I don't feel welcomed here or in any trans spaces. I don't feel like I'm trans enough, I feel like a freak.

It seems like every time I try to connect or ask a question or anything I get downvoted or ignored and idk what I'm doing wrong.

My last post was about my conflicting feelings on finally wearing womens underwear and how nice and affirming it feels but how also it makes me think about my genitals since they don't fit properly in them and also how I've only ever been able to explore gender through like masturbation and now I'm that trying to transition I'm having a hard time separating just trying to express myself and not wanting it to be or feel like a kink thing or something and I always think like "I'll make a post about this problem I'm having this must be common thing, people will understand and my community will help me" but it's like every time people just make me feel like a weirdo or freak and like I'm the only person in the world with these thoughts or feelings or questions.

I just don't know where else to turn if this isn't a place for me :(

When I ordered my PSP online, while I was waiting for it to get here I decided to buy some PS1 and PSP games on my PS3 to transfer to my PSP once I got it and I just learned that's not a thing you can even do anymore so I'm very sad!

I can play the PS1 games on my PS3 but did I completely waste my money on these digital PSP games??

I can't connect my PSP to my wifi either to check about downloading it directly there, idk why but my wifi just doesn't come up when I scan but my neighbors does

I'm really bummed because I was looking forward to playing my PS1 games especially, is there any other way to transfer my PS1 games to my PSP?

Edit: actually managed to mod my system and get some games on it! Pretty easy surprisingly!

I finally decided to come out and explore social transitioning but it didn't go as planned and left me mostly confused.

I planned on coming out slowly to my wife first and then my mom and then the rest of my immediate family.

Well my first attempt was bringing up the topic with my wife and she said she'd love me no matter what, that's good I thought, but she also mentioned maybe I was non binary or just a feminine man and that felt awful. I sat with that the rest of the night in this deep sorrow and I kept thinking I'm not and don't want to be non binary or a feminine man, I want to be a girl. That helped me put things into perspective and double down on my decision to come out and at least try it.

So attempt two I led with that new perspective and for the first time ever I said out loud I think I'm trans and I want to be a girl and again she said she'd love me no matter what and that we'd talk through it but then the subject changed and never went back and it's been about a week now.

I feel kind of weird and embarrassed to bring it back up again and I feel like I should wait for her to bring it up and not be pushy or annoying but I'm just not sure. I kind of have it in my head last week that I'd already be out and be the girl I want to be? Like on my timeline I would have already came out to my mom and immediate family by now and yeah just be a girl but instead I'm like stuck in gender limbo???

Hi, so like the title says I'm pre everything basically but I think I'm finally ready to maybe start transitioning (mtf) and seeing how it feels/if I'm really trans but I realized I don't really know where to start or what to actually do.

I already do some gender affirming things like shaving my legs, painting my nails, I have some girl clothes but only like jeans etc etc. But I want to take actual transition steps.

I thought about coming out to my wife and/or family in general but it's so hard?? I can't ever seem to muster the courage or find the words to say I want to be a woman and I don't know if that's even the best first real step. I hope with all of the other feminine stuff I do that it wouldn't be much of a shock but I also know they probably haven't considered me being trans so I'm still worried it'll be weird and scary for them. I'm my mom's only son and I'm so worried it'll crush her losing her only son.

I know some people start hrt and then come out but I can't do diy. I have a lot of anxiety around taking any kind of meds, it took me literal years to be ok with taking just Tylenol so I figured getting an actual doctor prescribe hrt after checking my blood and levels and everything so I know for sure I'll be ok would make it easier but tbh I still don't know if I could take anything without having panic attacks.

That's part of the problem, I have some kind of anxiety disorder and OCD that spiraled into agoraphobia and I didn't leave my house between the ages of 16-26ish and I'm doing better now but I still haven't been to the doctor and I really have zero clue on how to be an adult or where to start or what to do.

Helpppppp