u/playinganimaljam

I don't dislike britani.... But I really hope there's a lot less of her. I really do think she adds something special on occasion but last season was just too much. I would say it was just the plane situation but honestly I just don't think she's good at reality tv (and maybe that's more personal). My reasoning comes down to 3 things

Difficult to connect with, unable to handle conflict, and weird trash talk

Difficult to connect with: Her relationship with her children makes it really hard for me to like her or feel bad for her when she expresses sadness over the relationships. She comes across as careless and even cruel at times with some of the things her daughters have said. (Something about her making out with Jared and him coming over uninvited when one or both was over ) I don't expect these women to be the peak of motherhood but I definitely don't like watching this.

Unable to handle conflict: she can never seem to hold her own, and often will fly into tears. Which usually puts a huge pause on things and someone will eventually have to coddle her.. it gets really tiring, and I can't bring myself to feel bad. If you can't take the heat you probably shouldn't be here. (I understand fights can be hard, but it's real housewives you don't have to put yourself in this situation) Having heather jump into too a lot of her fights also rubs me the wrong way

Weird trash talk: she has a tendency to say negative things about people in a really strange way, I can only remember the things she said about Meredith (lemme know if there is more) but the examples that come to mind are "she has seizures and Meredith was throwing up in her room" idk if the barf counts as trash talk but it came across that way since she didn't go to Meredith about it, idk why you'd bring that up to other people super weird. I get what she was trying to say with the seizures things but... Uhhh why would you say that. She also just has a lot of weird behavior one I'll never forget is her recording people on the bus...? I still really don't understand that one

PLEASE send gamertag if you do!!! I really wanna play with other people but nobody else is in game

I feel stoned all the time... It's been maybe a week and I'm losing my mind, I'm not itchy for it anymore but like I just feel so out of place and well like I'm stoned and it's awful

For the first few days it would be like hitting me super hard at night for a few hours like almost mushroom level highs and that was awful but now it's switched to just like a constant slight weed high.

I could deal with the metal side of things (tho im extremely paranoid hence why I'm making this post) but what's really driving me nuts is the visuals. Im not hallucinating or anything but colors are really bright and sometimes fuzzy also my perspective is super off. It's incredibly distracting...

It's getting to the point where I'm considering buying nicotine patches or gum or whatever isn't smoking it, just so that I stop feeling this way, I quit weed for good a few months back because I really hate being high (idk one time after a long tolerance break I just started hating the feeling) so this is really affecting me negatively

Is this a normal symptom, I did check other peoples post but nobody seemed to have the visual problem like i did and I was wondering if anyone else had a similar issue? If so WHEN does it go away ??? I really need to know.. and honestly any words of encouragement would really be nice, im fr losing my marbles