u/purplestars12

what is the uni actually like, negatives, positives, things to know etc,

I feel so depressed and out of it I can't even shower or eat. I am addicted to TikTok and can't get myself to delete it I have even tried app blockers but I just bypass them. My room is a pig sty, I eat my first meal every day between 3pm and 6pm even though I am awake since 11am, I even failed my exams because of this and I will probably not get into uni.

My friends are not messaging me at all and I am tired of always initiating it, I literally just want to go away I can't do it anymore. When I get angry I hit my head really hard and so now I have constant headaches. Family is hard as well everyone is stressed and as the most able child (me and my siblings are autistic but I am the least severe) I am expected to just get through it but I can't.

I can feel my brain going and being eaten and losing its capability- I just to be so smart and now I can't even floss my teeth.

I am so tired of this I can't get through it someone please help me

bro i am actually so done with this i don't think i'm going to make my uni offer and A*'s seem gone.

i am literally a vegetable and i don't even know where to start and when i do it takes 3949758304 years to get half way through a topic

fm1 literally fried me so idek if i'll pass further math

english paper 3 and cs paper 1 ON THE SAME DAY and math the day after are going to fry me i legitimately can't drag myself to do anything i feel numb and actually no pressure but i know after exams and on results day i am going to be misreable

what can i even do anymore i have to get those grades but idk how to cram

I literally cannot revise I feel really depressed and feel like nothing is worth it anymore

I missed my math lesson today and I have been unable to revise

I don't have anyone I can speak to

I can't not get A*'s please if someone can help

I literally cannot get myself to study at all and I have exams tommorrow and I feel so low and down and my executive dysfunction is just terrible

i have 9 exams in 3 weeks and need A*'s how do i cram them

i literally can't get myself to do work and feel like i am in a slump can anyone provide any help i need really high grades

How can I study for my exams in 2 days idk what to do or how to structure I have 3 exams every week for next 3 weeks back to back

I have done very little for english today (about an hour) and then in the break went on my phone, went downstairs, went on my phone, ate dinner and got into the telly, and now back up stairs on reddit

edit: going back to reality and I am going to update about what happens next later on

I had panicked really bad in the morning and cried and refused to get up and was crying going into the exam which I believed messed up my timing so I did not do a question - I need an A* in English for uni so idk what to do