feeling more nonhuman by doing human stuff?
wanted to see if any1 else has experienced this bc i find it really interesting!!
i have many many kintypes and some of them are more human leaning than others (anthropomorphic) like my kind of anime girl kintype, and every time i feel like one of these kintypes or generally do something very human i start to feel more nonhuman because it's like I'm pretending and just doing a very good job?? i don't like feeling human but acting human can make me feel more animaly heheh-
as long as i dont do it too much its actually kinda fun- if its for too long and i start to feel human ( i generally dont feel like any species unless im having a shift so feeling human is specific and very out of place for me- im agender so physically feeling a gender very rarely is also like this?) then it really sucks but i just find it kinda interesting :D