Anyone else facing a drought with tasks? I haven’t gotten any mission invitations over the last 10 days. I have filled out at least 20, if not more applications which were actually submitted. Wondering if it’s just me or anybody else experiencing this as well?
Its a typical every day story. But its extremely annoying and upsetting.
My dad hardly prioritizes his own wife and kids. His siblings and their kids come before us. He has always shown how unimportant we are to him through his actions. No matter what my siblings or I do, he will always praise our cousins for what they have done.
If he had to choose between us or his siblings kids, he would choose them in a heart beat. I lose all respect in front of my cousins and get constantly humiliated in a “humorous” manner. My dad will always have something bad to say about me. He has messed up my mental health but will blame me for just about anything he can.
None of this started recently. Its been a thing since i was a little kid. I remember asking him for an iPad as a birthday present but he wouldnt get me one since he believed I was too old for one. I was only 9 at the time, I wasnt ever going to understand any of what he thought. Regardless of that, a few weeks later I see videos of my cousins unboxing brand new iPads that MY dad gifted them FOR EID. And one of my cousins who got an iPad was the same age as me so the being too old thing didnt make sense. I stopped receiving birthday gifts from my dad after i turned 9 and he would excuse it by saying I feed you and clothe you and that should be enough for me. All of that while he was buying my cousins hover boards and drones and what not.
Even with his grown ass brothers man, he did and still does fund their lives with whatever they need. I found 10 page long order histories on his Amazon account to my uncles addresses.
Dont get me wrong my chachas/tayas arent terrible people but they dont do nearly as much for us as my dad does for their whole family. Ive been disrespected by them countless times and was told to just dismiss it, that too by my dad. But I feel like he has them on a pedestal while we’re just there trying to get some of the love he gives them.
None of this is about being materialistic but I dont feel valued one bit. As a man your first priority should be your wife and kids but he doesnt seem to get that. It really does suck man, why choose to raise a family when you simply can’t.
Im hoping for better days ahead but its been like that for a while, i dont see it getting any better.
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