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Is it bleak doc?
Hey sillies!
Something happened today, and I'm not really sure why or what to think about it, so I was hoping someone here could help.
I'd say I'm pretty content with my life, and don't have any serious mental health issues that I know of, but when I was at the train station today, I felt the urge to just jump onto the tracks and get crushed by it. I went through the scenario in my head in a pretty graphic manner and I talking to myself out loud (but quietly ofc), saying things like "...as it smashes into you launching your blood and guts dozens of meters". The thoughts felt raw and uncontrollable, but like I wasn't actually considering it.
Was this just my brain just hypothesizing a scenario, or is there more to this that I should look into?
Thanks for reading, have a nice day
Ever wanted to play the extra tutorials, but haven't reached layers 2 or 3 yet? Worry not, by simply creating, repairing, and using a drill pod in the sandbox, you can trick the game into thinking you reached layer 3, and it will unlock the tutorials.
Finally made a functioning SSTO, albeit not technically single stage since i used drop pods, without using rapiers! I'm pretty proud of it, and it was able to drop a small probe to LKO and still have a little bit a fuel left.