u/reveriex_

I dont usually follow indepth issues. But it was manon's birthday recently. Saw how the members didn't wish her on their story which is TOTALLY fine. They might have done it personally as I don't think it allows them to talk about each other. The manon stans are crazy! Megan and laras post where filled with hatred. Ever comment was OH YOU CALLED HER SIS AND YOU DIDN'T EVEN WISH HER. LIKE?????? How do u know they didn't.

The girls are working hard no matter how terrible the music can be to some. But these girls do work to keep the group going and be relevant. They are thriving because they are active. Yes manon could have her issues but her close friends comment on the katseyes page just reeked of mean high school immaturity.

Its sad to see these girls get so much hate for the things they didn't even had a choice for.

So a few days back, i was craving food so bad. Im a broke bachelor and sometimes money is too tight to even afford good food. So I searched some subliminals for food, just for fun. And listened to it like 3 to 4 times in loop.

While it wasn't instant, i had free food yesterday. It was a treat by one of our batchmate, since she only visits for giving exams we dont meet often. Yesterday her boyf was also there so she made us meet him and voila we got treat from her side.

It was totally unexpected haha. But yes it was random and i remembered listening for free food. So technically its a win. 😭 yay.

* i have tagged it as experimental because i don't really know which tag should this go on. This isn't physical result so yea.

Im in the process of manifesting my sp. And i kept struggling with the 3d sometimes a lot. I'll start to miss them and spiral. Their memories kept showing up in my mind, making me a crying mess. Every notification felt sometimes desperate, in hopes that maybe it was from them. It was difficult to keep up with the 3D.

So i came across a technique. Were whenever you think of you sp and start to miss them, think that its your sp missing and thinking about you thats why you are also thinking about them. Its your sp's energy you're feeling. THOUGHT TRANSMISSION. You miss them? Its your sp missing you! This will make you feel less negative about your thoughts of them, and turn it into positive where you'll feel chosen and loved. You'll feel like you're desired.

This can also help with self concept as the main focus is YOU. You'll gradually feel you are so loved and desired by them!

And if you also struggled with notification..also think that these are signs or signals that whenever your sp had a thought about you, you received a notification.

I hope this helps! 🤍 i wanted to share this technique as I have started to feel positive about myself recently.

I have been building my self concept and to be honest im doing better and there are so many times i feel happier and positivity. But there are these moments too when i randomly end up spiraling over if he's gonna come back (ex) or not. Realistically throughout the day im all positive, affirming, believing that it has already happened. 90% of the time i am not overthinking and living my life. and suddenly it all almost shatters if even for a second i think 'if its gonna happen or not'. Thats 10%. And this 10% makes me feel like i have failing to manifest it. That because of the small check into reality i wasted my whole days energy.

How to genuinely stop this spiraling?

Like why do they think they are not good enough when they know the women they love also loves them deeply. I dont understand? Why suddenly you're not good enough? You'll ruin me? You'll destroy me? This is so frustrating because i know he js not cheating he is not fuckinh around and he truly like truly loves me im that sure. I dont understand what he's suddenly so scared of. We have been together for almost 2 years. He seems hurt. He seems to be tired of himself and i dont know what to do. He wanna leave because he sees that he's hurting me. GOD how do i explain to him is that i love hjm so much i dont wanna see him like this. God.