always a symptom ruining everything
i dont know how many of you get physical symptoms from anxiety, but i hope some of yall understand.
(sorry tmi lol)
So like last time i hung out with my boyfriend (like a week ago) i had horrible globus sensation and almost the whole hangout was ruined because i couldnt calm down. Now we finally hung out, my stomach worked normally before but almost as soon as he came here, boom horrible diarrhea that lasted like 15mins and didnt stop. Then i had to throw him out because i just couldnt again. and i had to go again. Im just so pissed that these anxiety stress symptoms ruin EVERYTHING. i'm 19 other couples live together and i cant even hang out with mine for more than 2 hours.
(idk if this is just stress stomach, im also scared if i have some bug or is this just stress but idk)
now i ate and now i feel like i gotta go again🥲 im scared although im pretty sure i'd have some other symptoms. yesterday i did eat a whole sub PLUS a wrap from subway😭😭dont judge me but yeah.. but usually i dont get stomach problems from that but idk could be. Just weird that i've had to 💩 like 5 times today (3 of them were normal and the last 2 were like explosive almost water)😐
i know stress causes stomach problems maybe i was nervous about seeing him (and we were lowk fighting over text last night+morning so idk if i was like scared to see him and talk about the fight which we didnt lol cuz we ate almost right away) but yeah idk.. i did start escitalopram 5 days ago, but only 2,5mg so idk if such a small amount causes such bad diarrhea LOL