u/rottenwingsword

Hii, i’m abbie im 22 she/her and i have no friends! (lol) ive been super isolated my entire life, and i really would love to meet some girls to talk with and play with. I play on playstation, im autistic and my biggest special interest is soulsborne! darksouls, bloodborne, elden ring, i’m also looking for girls to play elden ring nightreign with! i also love horror games like silent hill, fear and hunger etc! if you play these i would love to be your friend! i also play overwatch, but im mostly into story games

I (22F) was with my now ex bf (21M) for 4 years. we are so involved in eachothers life , and in my culture we were expected to get married soon. i have a lot of issues, i struggle with my mental health and right now im waiting for treatment for anorexia. my family makes my disorder worst, and i feel very alone a lot of the time. my boyfriend’s suggestion was getting married, as he sees him and us being married as a solution to all my problems. he was the type of boyfriend to say ‘you’re all i need’ , he was very clingy, didn’t like when i had other friends, if i tried to make friends he would stalk their social media , even their partner’s social media and make comments making fun of them to me. he would constantly say he has nightmares of me cheating on him, that he’s all i need and i felt suffocated. im pretty sure he even tried to clone my phone data once. i told him i needed space to focus on my recovery, and he couldn’t accept it and was messaging my mum behind my back telling her secrets and stuff i trusted him with. i’ve never had a life, i didn’t go to school, i don’t have friends, all i had is him. i decided i want to put myself forward, work on myself, maybe go back to school and for once in my life be my own person. with my culture in mind i realised i couldn’t be with him and do this so i ended the relationship. i feel a lot less burdened, i was even having nightmares and wetting the bed thinking about marrying him. my mum knew all this, and she is shaming me, telling me i lead him on for years, that she feels bad for him, that he was the perfect boyfriend. i explained the entire situation and everyday she comes back to me and shames me for breaking up with him. i feel all alone and unsupported . i told her i feel better i broke up with him and i wish she would be worried about me rather than him. i told her i wish she was on my side and she said ‘im on no one’s side’. am i really a bad person? i feel lost and alone.

i’m 22 f, i have nothing in life other than my cat. i have no friends besides one online friend, i don’t work, my mental health is terrible and i struggle everyday. the only thing in life im living for is my cat, i take care of her, she doesn’t leave my room, shes my entire world, she gives me a reason to wake up everyday. recently my sister complains that my cat ‘smells bad’ even though she’s never been outside in her life and again, never leaves my room because she so skittish. i went for a walk and came back and my mum took my cat out my room, put her in the shed outside in a cage and told me she isn’t allowed in my room anymore. i tried to bring her back in and it erupted into screaming matches and my mum said she’s going to drop her off down the road unless i stop crying and leave her there. my cat can’t be an outside cat she’s terrified and never been outside. i can’t leave her in that cage and my mum said shes not allowed inside at all anymore. idk what to do, i can’t stop crying. i have nothing. i know i have to find her a good home where they can actually take care of her, but now i have nothing. what do i even do with my life now

hi guys , im 22 f and been struggling with an eating disorder as long as i can remember. i used to see cahms when i was younger for my ed and got discharged when i was 17. recently i struggled with binge eating the past few years that my gp referred me to the eating disorder clinic for but it was denied. now ive relapsed bad into my old anorexic habits and she said she would refer me again. am i going to get denied again? i would like some health, i’ve been battling this for so many years, but im scared im going to get denied again because of my past with binging and im not underweight anymore