lately i’ve seen a handful of fanarts/ fan animations drawing him injured but instead of being bloody he looks like broken plastic since he’s a puppet. i LOVE that concept but im not sure how to find more art like that specifically. i don’t know where else to ask this so im coming to my fellow scara lovers and hopefully yall can answer my question 🙏
i’ve been trying to build him right since i got him on his first banner but i can’t seem to figure it out. he’s level 90 c1 (aiming for c2 on the weekly thing)
i play him with bennett, kazuha, faruzan. i tried getting durin but lost my 50/50 and couldn’t pull which sucks but whatever.
his damage is fine (between 12k and 20k on average) but i want him to do more. i *could* replace kazuha for someone else but i have like no one else built and it would be quite an investment.
for artifacts ik they aren’t the best but i’ve been playing that domain since fucking 2023 and istg i can’t get an actual op piece that’s his stats.
so i’m prepping for my finals this semester, i was reviewing for one of my subjects and made a pdf of the stuff the professor told us to focus on. it’s a small document, two pages and barely 500 words. after thinking abt it i sent the pdf to my classmates as a good deed to help them out. personally i like to believe that doing good stuff like this pays off for me indirectly but that’s not the point. i found out yesterday that the pdf was sent over to other students that weren’t in my class and i feel conflicted. on one hand im proud of myself for making it and helping other students, but on the other hand i feel a bit weird abt it. cuz like what if i wrote smth wrong and they all lose marks cuz of that. i know what i wrote is correct cuz i copy pasted from the direct material but still i feel partially anxious. idk how to deal with it really, ig im just stressed in general but it’s hard not to think about it
for starters im the second born of 4 which puts me in the middle. im almost 20, and im a second year uni student. my uni has been online since the start of march due to some situations so all classes and midterms have been online so far.
this whole thing started cuz i was applying to some service in my college that needs you to submit official papers. my father sent me the papers and i submitted them after checking they have whats required. after showing them to my mother she started freaking out cuz she thought the paper was wrong and took my phone, keys to all bathrooms and my bedroom and hit me (mind you i told her they're the correct papers). well fast forward to the next day my father then got angry at me and beat me (even though its HIS fault for sending me the "wrong paper") but whatever right. after 3~4 days we actually went to college and asked if the paper is correct and they said it is. did they apologize? no. did they give me my phone back? also no. did they give all the keys back? guess what, also no. they did demand i apologize to them which i refused.
this all started over a 4 week ago and im genuinely so fucking done with their crazy asses. idk if they went through my phone or no but if they did im actually gonna crash out on them. their "solution" for taking my phone is to start using a bulky ass laptop to check texts w class mates and any important. mind you i share this thing with 2 other siblings so not like i can have it all the time. and the uni website keeps going down and only the app works, which doesnt exist on a laptop and only a phone. i got my phone back with someone looking at my screen while using it.
what bothers me most is that they keep saying this is a reasonable punishment to discipline me even though we're in 2026 and like 99% of everything is done online or on a phone. if we were in the 90s then sure i didn't need a phone but i legit do now. i tried telling them but they just called me addicted. mind i have a sibling that ACTUALLY cant spend a minute without their phone but sure im the addicted one.
and yeah i am trying to find a way out but in my country im still not a legal adult so theres a lot of stuff i still need their permission for (like travelling ;-; ). so its a waiting game for a bit. they dont allow me to get a job, im not allowed to go out alone so i cant lie abt it. i dont have an allowance either so i have 0 source of income. i cant report them to police either (as much as i wish) cuz i have a younger sibling who's ill and needs them for medications and appointments and such. i dont wish to ruin their life and health for my sake. once they're old enough to see the crazy stuff they'll get it eventually.
im genuinely so done with their crazy behavior where they treat me good one day and awful the next. this is one example of a situation where they took my phone. theres probably at least 15 others before and i only got my phone in late 2023. apologies if this is a long rant i need to get this off my chest. english isnt my first language so excuse any errors.